I Want To Unlove You

chapter 74

Geetha's pov :

When I pleaded him to let me hold him he shook his head negatively.

That's when a harsh lightening struck me.

I felt a dull ache in my chest region which keeps on aggrievating for the every passing seconds.

And not to mention the tears which were escaping from my eyes...
I feel like dying.
I don't want to leave him neither stay far from him.

Thinking about the the dark future which I would lead without him a loud sob muffled through me as I kept a palm on my mouth as I cried...
Cried about why I can't get my love...
Cried why is my life so creul to me.
It's so unfair...

Have I done anything wrong for me to deserve this???
I so want to question God who wrote my fate like this.
Why should I suffer.

"Geetha stop crying." He said sternly but I couldn't care less now.

I might be looking so ugly with snort and kajal spreading on my face.

But I can not think about that...my heart is just broken.
And those zillion pieces where hopping around inside that it's paining so much!!!

I just lowered my head as I buried it between my knees sobbing hardly.
"Geetha." He again said but I didn't paid any heed to it.

Suddenly he held my both shoulders with his wife palms as he shook me.
I raised my head lightly only to see him angry.

Very angry I should say...

"Why are you crying???" He whisper yelled.

As if you don't know dude????

"Stop crying now...if you keep doing it everyone in this house will come to check if something happened to you." He said.

Again his words hurted me very badly...

He just want me to not cry and cause a nuisance here.

Why would he...all the act we put in front of them will be proved wrong if we did that.

I just felt angee building inside me...but I don't want to be a nuisance too.
So I just laid on the farthest career of the bed my back facing him.

I rubbed my face harshly as I don't want to cry...not infront of him.

His indifference is more hurting than the fact that he don't love me.

"Geetha???" He called me but I didn't move a bit.
I don't want to talk to him right now...

I feel so wronged.
And I am angry!!!

He again called me but I acted as I am trying to sleep...

Soon I heard a sigh and soon I felt a dip in the bed indicating he is sleeping too which made me even angry.

First he says something which breaks my heart and then acts as if he didn't do any such thing.

And now he is sleeping peacefully...

I huffed in anger as I lost in my thoughts.
I didn't realised when I drifted into sleep without me knowing about that.

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I felt someone shooking my head.
I felt like my head is bursting with pain.
May be due to yesterday's crying...
I laughed bitterly at myself as I opened my eyes slowly.

It was Amma who was having irritation written on her face.
I sat up on my face...

"What happened Amma" I said holding my head with one hand.