Mental⛔--1

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"Jungkook ah i was waiting for you even if i completed my practice. "

"I didn't tell you to wait for me jin hyung. I have some work with taehyung.. So i can not come with YOU. "

"What work?can't you both completed it tomorrow? "

"Why do you need to know everything? "
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Seokjin's pov:

My kooki my love is trying to ignore me...why?i have been noticing it for some days.he is becoming close with taehyung.. Are they dating? But how..didn't taehyung know our relationship? Why is he trying to snatch my jungkook.. He always become happy by snatching my things.i wanted to become actor but he got the chance,i am the visual of bts but he is world most handsome man!!will jungkook broke up with me as i am an orphan, my family is not rich like taehyung's. My kookie become more famous now...my kookie deserve best things...
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No one is with me.i am really lonely. I want someone in my life..i have friends, have work but i need a person who will love me..i want to sleep at night in my love one's hold.i really want to be in relationship. I clearly understand that kookie is going to break up with me with in few days.. Then i will be left alone.he Will be happy with taehyung may be both get married soon..but i... What about me?members are not going to invade his personal life but they can atleast talk to kookie that he is not doing right by breaking up with me,i have no one in whole world.i damm sure that when taekook announced all the members are going to accept them with clapping. No one thinks about me..
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I decided to enter in another relationship. I understood that kookie & my relationship is not going to last.Taekook are going for vacations together.i was thinking for some days... Then i thought hobi will reciprocate my feelings. Truely...so....i started eying every member whom showing care for me...

One day during practice my ankle twisted & i screamed in pain,hobi my sunshine immediately came to me...take my foot on his thighs he applying medicine.. Then i decided... I choosed wrong man before,hobi is the right man for me.then next day i made hobi's favourite & went to his apartment as now bts are not living together, everyone bought their own house except me,i am still living dorm,sometimes bts member came if they need to work but they all prefer home.i was used to live in kookies apartment but when he left for work actually they he told me that time...then i decided to comeback dorm as if paparazzi seen me in kookies apartment by chance it will be great scandal.
So when i tried to impress my sunshine i went his Apartment & for next things i was not prepared.. He was having dinner with his girlfriend. My heart once again broke... I somehow manage my broken heart & congratulat both of them..

After someday i was really depressed as my song was not accepted by the authority & i continuously writing to make it better..then our leader RM/ namjoon came like an angle & help me.. He told authority something & they accepted my song.i fall in love with my angle. I think i should try to be with him.. Army's like namjin right?so whats the problem Being together in real life...but again i failed.without thinking anything i proposed him to be my boyfriend but got embarrassed as he cordially rejected me.i could not face him for somedays...

We were on stage taking award & giving speech... Worker from backstage removing the mike stand & i got hitted...yoongi my cat my roommate immediately shouting at him like you should be careful, if hyung got hurt badly then!!
This type of things happened previously also i was sitting near door & our co artist repeatedly open & close the door & i was getting hurt on my knees...but i didn't tell anything but but i moochi noticed it & held the door so that i didn't hurt...may be i was blind in jk's love that's why i didn't take it seriously. I think yoongi... My suga really loved his only hyung..i think i should try again... Hope we can make it...hope i also get one partner & show jungkook that i also can Have someone who is better than him...he left me as taehyung is better than me....right?

right?

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