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Seokjin's pov :

I was doing many things to get yoongi's attention but all the time i failed...
Today is jungkook coming back with his new boyfriend taehyung. Jimin asked me what will i prepare for jungkook's arrival... I said nothing.. I don't get it why should i waste my time on him!he never think once about me...when he saw Taehyung becoming popular he ran to him...selfish bitch.. . If i have to cook then i will only cook my lovely suga's favourite.
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I was wearing a crop top & tight leggings intentionally revealing my belly botton...showing my whole structure .. Actually i wanted to grab suga's attention..after reaching Jungkook directly went to dining table.. Disappointment showed in his face as i didn't make his favourite foods...why would i?? Tell your new boyfriend tae to make for you....i was really enjoying his disappointment ... When we are having dinner in dining table suddenly spoon fall from my suga's hand so i immediately bend down to pick up then i felt someone wrapped my waist with towel...what the fuck...before i turned jungkook took me to room by pulling my arm..
He asked why i am wearing this kinds of clothes... Everyone eyeing me badly...this that...he forcefully put on me a thighs length sweaters of him...i let him do it as i don't want to creat a scene as everyone was outside.

I wanted to yelled at him like its my body,my choice what i should wear or not.and why was he so caring about my dresses..can't he do this things to his new bf.i am good thats why i am allowing this,taehyung will never allow this type of authority... Tomorrow Morning i am gonna wear swimming costume... I wanna see what he will do....

... Its irritating when he will gonna say me that --we are over.....i thought after reaching here he immediately tell me he wants to free from jinkook relationship.. But what he is doing now..... Putting his sweaters on me....

Seokjin pov:
Next day i was wearing only Shirts.. It covered upto my thighs..i was cooking & hoping that yoongi will come 1st so that i got chance to attract him...but instead of yoongi,jungkook coming towards me with burning eyes...he asked.."whats this hyung?why are you wearing this...i told you yesterday no to wear unusual cloths..."hearing his lecture i just ignored him & doing my work...why god can't even pity me.
He again started "tomorrow is something big GoIng to happen...i am really excited ."
Owo..i know you are going to announced ...taehyung is your new boyfriend.
I just don't want to see him infront of me.
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Taehyung & jungkook looking at eachother & talking in sign language.. I tried to ignore it.. Jungkook asked me to bring hot chocolate for him..then again taehyung asked the same!are they looking me as their maid!just Because i don't belongs from wealthy family like them...what i am saying i am an orphan.
I intentionally poured hot chocolate on taehyung hand..he screamed.. Jungkook started shouting at me...& i somehow hold back my tears..he said"what are you standing like statue, bring ice...fast."i did what is told me...they all treated me like maid...they are wealthy thats means they do whatever that want!!
I think yoongi will not treat me like that.i heard he used to belong from poor family...
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I Couldn't hold back myself after jungkook's behaviour.. I told yoongi i loved him...& became horny...repeatedly telling him i need him..& starting undressed me..yoongi shouting at me "are you out of your mind hyung?what are you doing?what will jungkook think about me that i seduce you!!" then he left for calling jungkook.. After knowing everything jungkook looking at me like prisoner.. I put my head low can't meet jungkook's eye & inside me there is battling why...he can have affair with taehyung why can't i...i am not that fortunate. Like taehyung, yoongi didn't want to affair with me.
Jungkook shouted at me"if you had feelings for yoongi hyung then why didn't tell me...i myself break up with you..."
I snapped at him"you already did that..i am making a easy path for you so that u breaking up with me.with proud chest like you did no WRONG all blamed imposed upon me...or coward like you never do that...stop your acting.. What do you think.. i don't know about your affair with taehyung?! You CHEATer. "
Jungkook looked at yoongi & said"He became insane yoongi hyung.. "And left....who dare he!!!

Seokjin pov:

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I am standing infront of a old house.. I was so much depressed & one stuff told me BDMS help me to release my stress,anxiety... I had to sign a contract with them like me submissive had to give up my control & power & fully trusting them..once its started i never could return back..i had to bear the pain..i accepted.. Whatever it will not more than the emotional pain i am going through as whole bts members back faced me...after yoongi, namjoon also disclose to jungkook that once i proposed namjoon too & everyone started to see me cheater slut like person & started ignoring me.
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At first i was laughing.. That person trickling me..then gradually he was using sharp materials.. He used cramps on both side of my belly botton & pulled them upwards sometimes seperate the 2 cramps.. I think to made my navel wide & deeper..i screamed.. Its so painful... I said "i can't"..but he didn't listen to me....seeing he didn't listen i became frustrated & started crying.. Then i felt a sharp needle entering the center of my navel..i cried.." no..."& moving my belly side to side...i tried to look how thinck & long needle was it but they put collars in my neck so i couldn't hold my head up...when the needle settled in my belly botton he moving the neddle up down,side to side to make me screamed... Pressing below belly botton while needle still inside..then he removed the cramps .. .then he put oil on my navel & started fingering my navel & playing with needle in the center of navel..i cried in frustration that he was stopping even i said him to stop. Then he started hitting me with a stick..i started crying loudly & arched my back trying to ran from hitting but i was bondage.. I screamed " i can't..i want to go back"but he shouted"shut your mouth..shut your mouth, no chance to back off.."i started crying in pain...i really regretted coming here.
Then he hold one side of my belly botton through artery forceps & pushed needle..i screamed & started crying.. He didn't stop or assured me with sweet word.he pushed mouth gag in my mouth to diminish my crying. Then started to pierced needles around my belly botton. Most painful part was when he putting the melted wax in my belly botton hole..i was telling him.."i can't continue, i want to go home...its so hard.. "
I was closing my eyes & crying helplessly when i heard a louder thuds.. When i hold my head up to see whats going on...seeing front view i felt like.. "Ground please engulf me.."...jungkook stood infront of me.. Opening up the bondage of my legs & hands..seeing jungkook i started crying loudly... He hold me in his arm in bridal style.. I tried to hide myself in his warm chest.. .
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Jungkook's pov :
When i got to know where jin hyung gone,i immediately went there accompanied yoongi hyung. Reaching there i saw he screamed in pain... Crying... Telling that bustard to stop but he didn't.. I hitted him very hard & throw all the cameras.yoongi hyung put those camera in his bag as we can't leave this.
Seeing me jin hyung started crying hardly.. After coming home i put him in bed.. When i looked at his belly it was red & there was needle & wax in his navel & surrounding areas.why he is going there...why!!when i tried to started the needle out he screamed & said" no no..please don't remove, its paining.. "He tried to cover his belly.. . I understood with consciousness he never let me remove the needle.. & how intense he was crying i thought he need rest so with help of yoongi hyung i injected him sleeping medicine. He need rest... I engulfed him in my arm until he black out,then i started pulled out needles & wax from his belly.. He Hurted Himself badly....i felt like crying seeing his red,swollen belly..i started kissing all over his belly..

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