the scar on my wrist was gone
i know it was because i made a note to believe that i would once have a skin untouched by you
but it's appeared again?
this wasn't your doing, maybe a scratch from my cat or even myself.
yet,
my first thought was you.
the reminder of you is more painful than any small scar on my skin.
it wasn't from anything painful,
just us playing games-
acting as though we were twice our age.
the scars you've left on my heart are ones that will never disappear,
i always wish that someone helps me fully heal them soon-
but then i change my mind,
because then i'd have nothing left of you.
