i'll always remember certain things about us
the smile we had telling jokes only we cared to hear-
your sighs and playful rolling eyes when i held your face in my hand-
my squeal that you'd imitate when you'd grab me a certain way-
the look on your face when you told me you loved me.
i could count the times i saw you look at me like that,
and if i think too long about it- i can count the times i wish i had told you just how in love with you i was.
i'm not sure it would have changed a thing-
so instead i close my heart,
hold my hand and imagine it's you,
and just-
remember
