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Chapter 11: Get Away

Deidara

I went to get out of the pond when Itachi grabbed my arm and turned me around to face him. I was surprised and got scared a bit, but his eyes were so much more different than the others. They weren't hard, they had a certain feeling to them that made me feel secure.

He was close to me, too close. I knew I had to be as red as a tomato and I had placed my hands up to his chest as if that were a barrier to keep him from getting closer. What a foolish decision, because he even had his forehead upon mine, I don't know if he could get any closer.

"What have they done to you?" He asked me with a softness in his whisper. That tone in his voice almost made me want to cry, but I couldn't cry in front of him.

"What does it matter?" I asked back.

"I want to know. I want to help."

"Why?" I asked. "Why would you want to help me? It's your fault that I'm here, your fault that this happens to me. Why would you help me? You only follow their orders, I'm not important to you."

"Yes, it's my fault." He said to me. "Let me fix it, then. Let me help you now."

"What would you ask me in exchange for your help?" I asked him and he was surprised. "Don't play innocent, Uchiha. Everyone asks something of me when they propose to help me. What do you want?"

"I want you to be alright." He told me. "To go back to being that kid I once knew when I had to recruit you."

"That kid died, this is what's left." I said. "I'm just a toy to this organization."

"What?" He asked without knowing what I meant. "What do you mean a toy?"

"What did you do to me last night?" I asked him, changing the topic to his surprise.

"What did I do?" He doubted.

"Yes, because I saw your eyes and the pain disappeared. I saw you on top of me, I saw you kiss me. Did you kiss me?" I asked him with confidence in myself despite my legs trembling like jelly about to pass out.

He took a few seconds to himself as if doubting while he wouldn't stop looking into my eyes. I don't know if he was searching for an excuse, if he was going to lie to me, to deny it or if he was going to tell me the truth, but I wanted to know if I had imagined it or if it was real. He didn't look like he wanted to answer, so I asked once again.

"Was it real or did I dream it?" I asked.

"I don't know, you tell me." He said very seriously and I was about to reply with an insult to his terse answer when I felt his lips uniting with mine.

Mother of God the Uchiha was kissing me! On top of that, I felt the same thing from that night. It was real! So Kisame was right? Now I was going to be the Uchiha's toy? As always... everyone wanted something in exchange to help me. Nobody wanted to help me out of disinterest, everyone wanted to fuck me in return for giving me protection. Now I was going to become the Uchiha's toy and I didn't want to. I didn't want him to violate me, I didn't want to be in his damn world tied to a cross like Kisame had said. I was scared.

I got away however I could from him, starting to cry and I could see Itachi staring at me.

"Get away from me." I told him. "You're the same as everyone else. What the hell have I done to you so you could do this to me?" I asked. "I thought you were different."

"What?" He asked as if he didn't know what I was talking about. "Deidara..." He called out to me while I started marching towards the shore. "Deidara." He called out again.