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Chapter 25: Falling in Love

Sasuke Uchiha

My only goal was to see my brother destroyed, to see his pride diminish, to acknowledge me as the strongest and I suppose that's why I had taken Deidara. However, when I captured him, I didn't expect to feel this, because now... I liked his company. I liked seeing him eat in my room, I liked to touch him, to have him touch me. I liked having sexual relations with him and even when we slept; everything about him attracted me.

I would have lied if I said I had gotten him only to destroy my brother because while it could be that that was my initial wish, right now, if I killed Itachi, I wasn't so sure if I could hand over my precious trophy over to Suigetsu. I wanted him for myself, although at night, I had begun to dream more about Naruto and that was definitely very weird because it had been a long time since I even thought about him. He belonged to Konoha, I fled from them. He wanted to be Hokage, and I was a simple criminal without dreams or hopes, only harboring a vengeance to carry out.

I woke up in front of Deidara and I could almost be sure that I felt something for him. Perhaps it wasn't love because I couldn't stop thinking about Naruto. I didn't know why; I had never even looked at my old team mate that way and somehow... Deidara and Naruto were nothing alike. Well, the two were strangely blond with blue eyes, but nothing else.

I parted a strand of hair from Deidara's face, and it's that whenever he slept and stopped complaining or insulting me, he looked like an angel. On the other hand, when he began to open his mouth, I found that only insults towards the Uchihas, Akatsuki, and other people he hated were what he raged about — and they weren't just a few! Even that damn grunt he had at the end of his sentences, although I had to admit, a part of me found it funny to hear it. I suppose he was a great guy for my brother, if only he stopped messing with the Uchihas, but he really could be. He could be sweet and caring, I had proved that when we had sex the other day, but he could be like that. Perhaps that's what my brother liked about him because I doubted it was for his surly attitude or his way of getting angry instantly.

He opened his eyes slowly while I caressed his hair and he was surprised to see me. I believe he was surprised that I was doing something much affectionate than the previous days because I often had to resort to blackmail him to have him.

"Sorry." Deidara said immediately. "I'll do my job now."

"Hey, calm down." I told him. "There's no need to today, okay? Rest." I said.

"Are you okay?" He asked me. "You said I had to do it every morning."

"I'll let it slide today, but only because I'm at peace watching you sleep. I'm fine laying with you like this."

"You woke up very weird today." I smiled at his words.

"It's possible." I said just before giving him a soft, sweet kiss.

I stayed there for a while, hugging the blond and that really was all I felt like doing — to be calm for a while with someone, I needed nothing more.

"Do you miss your family?" The blond asked me.

"Yeah." I told him. "Well, my mother. My dad was very demanding and never really paid attention to me. He only had eyes for my brother but even so, I miss him, too. I would've liked for him to acknowledge my strength but instead of that, all he told me after years of admiring my brother, was to not become like him. I would've liked to understand what he referred to with that." I confessed.

"I don't know. Your brother didn't talk about the topic much."

"Let's stop talking about my brother." I told him. "I don't like talking about him."