Y/n's pov♡
Its been three weeks. Three weeks of constant tears, heartache and misery. Three weeks that i wish never happend. If only he would stop being dumb and realise that what he did was wrong.
4 years we were together. 4 years he threw down the drain for some slut he met at JJ's album party, the same night i was visiting my mum after my grandad had passed away. The same goddamn night i kept calling him for comfort, and affection. The same fucking night he decided to cheat.
I should have known. I should have listend to my bestfriend Simon.
"Be careful with him y/n, hes toxic. I know im his friend but pretty much all relationships hes been in have ended in him cheating. "
I should have fucking listend.
Phone call after phone call from Tobi and simon, telling me that josh is in bits admitting he messed up, how i should forgive him and take him back. JJ leaving me sad voicemails blaming himself for everything. How he invited her when he knew she liked josh.
I rung JJ up not being able to put up with him blaming himself.
I sniffed as i put my phone to my ear.
The call connected.
"Y/n!?"
I whimperd.
"JJ please stop blaming yourself for this. Its not your fault, you didnt know it was going to happen, and quite frankly neither did i. Please stop beating yourself up about it. I cant stand to see happy bubbly JJ sad." I said crying slightly.
"Y/n i cant help but feel guilty, josh is in bits, he hasnt eaten or uploaded. Hes refusing to do anything until you forgive him." He says sadly.
"Im sorry JJ but i cant forgive him. I loved him and he decided to cheat. I dont think i could ever look at him the same after this. I have to go, send my best to the guys and please tell simon that im okay, alive and well so he stops worrying. I love you guys too much." I say sobbing.
"Will do, we all love you too." He says sighing.
I hang up and break down in tears.
Why do all my relationships end in mr being cheated on? Am i not good enough? I hate it so much.
Moving on is going to be hard but im gonna have to do it for my own sake.
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