Falling For The Mean Girl - Sex Education FanFiction (GirlxGirl)

Sixteen

Alice's POV

I hadn't spoken to Maeve since lunch. I hadn't spoken to anyone really. Eric tried to talk to me but I shut him out, I shut everyone out.

I had my heart broken for the first time...And I wasn't in a relationship. I was just knee deep in feelings for this beautiful, funny, smart, amazing girl. Who so happened to be straight.

I was currently layed in bed, just listening to my music. I didn't want to talk to anyone, I didn't want to see anyone...I just wanted to be on my own.

I heard shouting come from downstairs, I heard Otis's voice but I couldn't tell who the other voice belonged to.

Suddenly my door burst open and I saw Eric stood there, an angry look on his face.

"That bitch broke my angels heart."

"Don't call her that." I said sitting up slowly. "She didn't mean to."

Eric walked over to me and sat next to me on the bed. He wrapped his arm around my shoulders and I leaned into him. He sighed and kissed the top of my head.

"You'll be okay y'know. It hurts now but one day it won't." He said as he rubbed my back.

"I read online somewhere that you never get over your first love."

Eric stopped rubbing my back and he moved back slightly, causing me to sit up straight. He tilted his head slightly as he looked at me, a surprised look on his face. "You love her?"

"I think so...I don't know...My mind and feelings are all over the place."

Eric pulled me back into his chest just as Otis walked into my room.

"Are you alright Als?" He asked concerned.

"I'm fine...I just..I just wanna be alone with Eric for a while."

I could tell by the look on Otis's face that he was hurt but he nodded his head and left.

"Maybe you should tell him.."

"No." I said quickly and shook my head. "He'll end up telling Maeve, accidental sure but he'll tell her."

Eric sighed and just continued to comfort me...Not that it worked. I still had a broken heart.

The Next Evening

Eric and Otis had gone on their little boys trip and I was stuck with my Mum.

She was making us watch Mean Girls...Of all the movies she picked, she chose Mean Girls.

She was sat next to me eating some popcorn, I felt like I had a guilty secret. I felt like I had to tell her about me, liking Maeve.

"Oh!" Mum said as popping the rest of the popcorn in her mouth. "Otis tells me that Maeve sorted you out a place to help with your anger."

"Yeah." I nodded my head. "It's just doing a bit of boxing."

"Are you enjoying it?"

"I am actually, it helps alot."

Mum smiled and placed her hand on my knee. "You can talk to me about anything. You know that right? Nothing you say will shock me or make me love you any less."

I looked down and swallowed the small lump in my throat that was beginning to form.

Actually...Mum...I-"

I was cut off by my phone ringing. I looked to my right and saw Eric's name flash on the screen.

I grabbed my phone and let out a sigh before answering. "Hello?"