A/N: bald peppa
Johns pov:
I cheated.
I cheated on Alex.
I fucking cheated.
Lee kissed me.
We're both taken.
What the fuck?
I have to tell him.
He'll understand right?
It's not like I kissed back.
But I didn't push him off.
I didn't do anything.
But I still cheated.
I need to tell him.
I don't want to hurt Alex.
I think I love him.
He'll never love me after I tell him.
I feel tears coming to my eyes but I quickly wipe them away with a quiet sniffle. "Okay, everyone dismissed!" I take a deep breath and sit up from my desk, and walk over to my locker.
"Babyyy"
Alex's arms wrap around my waist from behind and a take a breath before turning around to face him. "Hi lex.." I mumble. He smiles and kisses my lips softly. I hesitate and kiss back. I think he notices because he says, "John, what's wrong?" Just tell him. Tell him. Just tell him damn it. "Oh, nothing."
I'm fucking pathetic.
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Lee's POV (newww):
Why the hell did I kiss him?
Maybe it was because I knew he got his pictures leaked a few years ago.
Maybe it was the moment.
He was there for me.
That doesn't give me an excuse to kiss him.
I don't even have feelings for him.
I have feelings for Sam.
Sam.
How could I do this to him?
I have to tell him.
He's forgiving.
Right?
We love each other I'm sure we could overcome it.
I think.
Fuck.
A/N: short 😩 but I just wanted to get some inside view on what John/Lee's thinking so yuhhh. Also shoutout to my new adopted child Pan_ic_Attacked
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