Illusion | Taekook ✔️

11. Wrong And Right Is Illusion

Kim Taehyung

"Taehyung please stay....." he whispered near my lips. I don't know why but I let him kiss me. Seeing him with those girls earlier stirred something in me.

Something wrong, something that I shouldn't feel. But how can I turn it away, even if I am aware it's wrong. But how can it be wrong if it felt so good and so safe? I guess right and wrong is an illusion.

"Hyung but..... This is wrong....." I had to tell him.

"I am sorry... I shouldn't have done it please know that my intentions are not bad Tae...." he panicked standing up thinking that I was talking about kiss.

I held on his bicep, making him stop whatever he was saying, I tip toed little placing my lips on his to erase his misunderstanding and letting him know that we both are standing on the same page about this even tho none of us say it through words.

I had to let him know. He held onto my waist bring me closer, embracing me like if he loosen his grip, I would melt away in his arms. In between our kiss his grip got more tighter on me, like he wanted to tell me how much he wanted me to stay. Slowly, I let his lips go, however this feeling wasn't good.

"Hyung I meant, me staying with you is wrong, you've done alot for me.... Although, you didn't know me still you showed me kindness. I can't take advantage of it. My pride won't let me." I sighed. There is no place for the likes of me in his world.

"Wasn't a week enough to know each other? Or you don't see me worthy of it in your eyes?"

"In my eyes you are my guardian angel, I don't know what would have happened to me if you didn't help me that day." he was still holding me by my waist as if I would slip away.

"What if they find you again? How would you survive alone? What if something happens to you?"

"Hyung I...... Still I can't stay like that, I can't......."

"You can work at my company.... You are qualified.... How does that sound?" he smiled with a hope in his eyes. Now, it felt bad to decline him again and again.

"As you say hyung...." I said biting my lower lip.

He pulled me into his embrace, a part of me wanted to stay like that. Secured, protect away from the worries of the world.

"It's late you should sleep, Taehyung and thank you." he kissed on the top of my head.

I chuckled and he furrowed his eyebrows looking at me not getting the reason, "I thought you were a man of rules hyung."

"Ohh I...." he was bewildered.

"Good night hyung, I'll let this one pass."

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I woke up happiest next morning. Still laying on my bed, rewinding everything that happened last night. I giggled like a little girl who got a kiss from her long time crush. Don't get me wrong, I don't have feelings for him but maybe me his kindness is the reason I am feeling like this.

My smile was short lived as a thought came into my mind. He was drunk last night. What if he said all of it just because of that. What if he just kissed me because he was drunk.

I hurriedly got fresh and made my way to the kitchen. It was past breakfast time, I didn't find Sungmo in there so I ran to gardens, there she was.

"Sugmo....."

"Goodmorning Ta......"

"Sugmo have you seen hyung where is he? Did he left for meeting?"

"No, he is in his offic......."

"Okay thank you" I ran away...

"He said not to disturb him...." it was my bad I didn't hear sungmo yelling that as I was always running to the office.

I didn't bother to knock because I was too eager to talk to him and confirm if all of it was alcohol talking. As soon as I opened the door the silence fell upon. I halted as soon as I saw he wasn't alone.

Of course there was Hyunjin but there was a third person too. Which I didn't recognize. Their heads snapped in my direction.

"For this reason I always tell you to keep servants in their place. You give them little respect and they will forget their place. Now, see he doesn't even know how to knock." the new person said and I lowered my head. I could see he was bit taller than Jungkook, also had blond hair. Seem older than Jungkook.

"Umm hyung he is not...." Hyunjin started to say something.

"You can leave...." Jungkook's voice roared and it made me to shrink more in my skin. I flinched badly. Suddenly, I felt so small, my throat got dry as tear started to well up in my eyes.

With heavy steps, I turned around leaving the room. Running straight to my room falling on bed and letting my tears fall bitterly.

After half an hour or so I heard knock on my door but I didn't bother to reply. Few seconds later door opened and closed. I had my back towards the door unaware of who came.

"Taehyung... Are you asleep?" I heard his voice.

I didn't turn around to face him because I was feeling so small and humiliated. Maybe I did forget my place. Maybe I detached myself from reality and it was a slap on my face to wake me up from fantasy.

A fresh batch of tears started flowing again, "Hyung I...I am sorry... I didn't mean to... Please don’t be angry at me... Pl...." my voice cracked.

He came infront of me but I didn't look up. He sat by my side, his hand caressing my hair as he spoke, "I am sorry Taehyung, I didn't mean to scare you. I asked Sugmo to tell you to not disturb me, there was a reason."

"I didn't listen her properly, I wanted to see you. I..." I sighed.

"You wanted to see me? Well, I am here and you are not looking at me."

I sat up, my body was now facing his lateral side with him being siting on edge. I looked at him silently, he slowly took my hand into his. Bring it close to his lips and kissing on the back as he whispered," I am sorry Taehyung." against my skin. Oh how could I feel bad anymore.

"I was with my elder brother Namjoon, discussing some business stuff. I didn't want you to come there because I don't want anyone to find about you, not yet. Do you understand now?" He asked and I nodded.

"Now, why did you want to see me? Are you okay?" I bit my lower lip trying to form question in my mind, "I.. Um... about last night, you were drunk... Do you remember...."

"Yes, Taehyung I do remember. Each and everything. I said and did it all in my senses. Is this what you wanted to know?"

I nodded my head and he chuckled, he look so handsome smiling like that. "We will be leaving for Seoul in two hour. If you wanna sleep till then." he ruffled my hair standing from the bed and walking away.

"Clear your mind from any kind of doubts Taehyung, leave them here and start anew with me." he smiled at me once again before leaving me alone with my thoughts.

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