Attraction To Affection

Chapter 22: Confrontation

Finallyyy!!!!!

NYSA

I wasn't able to sleep all night because the guilt of hurting Aryan was eating me inside. I constantly changed sides to get some sleep but failed miserably. All I could wait for is the morning so that I can go to him and explain to him.

I know I messed up, I didn't consider him when he asked me to be vocal about my problems, I left him on the edge and he might be thinking that I don't love him back.

He probably thinks I hate him now when its the exact opposite.

I can't be sleeping like this. I need to do something.

I abruptly sat up and called Anirudh because he's the only one who probably knows about Aryan's whereabouts and I want him to come over and take me to Ari.

ON CALL

"Hello?" I said when he picked up the call.

"Hello Nysa, what happened? Is something wrong?" Anirudh asked me softly. I didn't expect this, I expected him to blast on me for hurting his bestfriend.

"I messed up real bad." I teared up.

"No, you didn't. Its alright, you both will be fine if not now then in few days." He tried to assured me but I know I hurted him bad.

"No, it isn't alright. Don't tell me it is. I messed up and I need to talk to Aryan, I need to talk to my Aryan." I said in one breath not realising what I just said.
"Please come and pick me up, please?"

"Not now Nysa. Why don't you wait for few more hours please?" Anirudh asked me to calm down.

"You're coming or should I come there myself?" I said sternly.

"No, no, I am coming. Don't come alone this early morning." Anirudh said and cut the call.

I quickly took a shower and changed my clothes. It was clear that I cried whole night, anyone could tell that by just looking at my face.

I am not sure why I cried? Its not just him, its everything that came to me at once and blasted in my head.

After 10 minutes, Anirudh was at the gate and I sat in the car silently.

"Why are you crying, Nysa?" He sighed with worry clear on his face.

"I miss him. We don't talk everyday, we don't see each other at night but there was always this feeling of warmth and comfort, I am not feeling that now and I know its because of him, that idiot didn't even ask me before taking my heart away. I'll sue him after I talk to him." I cried but I had this fake anger in my voice to which he chuckled.

"You love him, don't you?"

"I do. I love him."

"Then why didn't you say that yesterday?"

"Because I was afraid of falling in love. I don't trust him wholly but I know that I love him. I don't know how much time it'll take me to trust him wholeheartedly but I know it'll happen soon. He'll be able to do that so I want to give us a chance, I really want to."

"As you say, madam. We're here."

I instantly got out of the car and ran to the door of their apartment snatching the keys from Anirudh. I entered and it felt different. It felt dull and quiet and so not him.

"He's in his room. He hasn't come out from yesterday night. You can go, I am sure it is open." He said with a small smile.

I entered his room and saw him laying on the bed covered with a duvet. His face was towards the window. I slowly closed the door and went to him.