PSAIG Please stay away I'm Gay! Book 2

Chapter 52: Mixing Colours

Have you ever been in a crowded room and still felt alone? That was exactly how I was feeling at this moment. The carriage ride back was one of the loneliest that I had ever experienced. I mean... I felt like I had truly lost everything.

When I was younger I had always been alone. I had close to no one to rely on and I felt like I was nothing but a burden. Here I made friends, got over what was holding me back and things started to look up.

Just when everything was going well... I had become alone again just as my inner demons said I would. It had nothing to do with me being gay and everything to do with no one caring about me to begin with.

Looking back and seeing the expressions on my " friends" faces made me realise this. In this world there was probably no one I could rely on. To get my father back, to find out who did such a horrible thing to my mother.

I would have to do it alone.

I stroked Kibbles fur absentmindedly trying my best to stop myself from tearing the carriage I was sitting in to pieces.

My plastic grin stuck to my face as if it were held on with super glue.

Ki was sitting across from me.

She tried many times to start a conversation but I ignored her.

I thought back to how she could have at least warned me about everything that was happening.

I thought about how she was supposed to be on my side but listened to my grandfather instead.

I thought about what she was doing while my mother probably died in agony.

[ Do I hate Ki? ]

[ Right now... Probably.]

I looked at her pitiful face as she stared at me and then looked out the window.

The shock from before set in and I finally felt numb.

[ Numb.. is this how the previous Yuki felt? ]

[ Status ]

I called out inside my head and all my stats appeared.

Name: Yuki

Current Doki Dollars: 360

Current System: Love Mode

Doki Dollars: 100

Strength: 12( Unlock: 30 DD)

Dexterity: 12 ( Unlock: 30 DD)

Magic: Level 1 Earth ( Unlock 60 DD )

Spells: Blank (Growth Available 50 DD)

Intelligence: 16 ( Unlock: 30 DD )

( Familiar ) Kibbles

Level: 3 ( Rank 1) ( Upgrade 500 DD)

Strength: 5 ( Unlock: 15 DD)

Dexterity : 20 (Unlock: 15 DD)

Magic: Level 1 Fire ( Unlock 60 DD)

Spells: Blank (Burst Available 50 DD)

I really need strength right now.

[ Wait why do I have so many Doki Dollars? ]

" Meowster Cupid gave them to you. He told me it was for surviving the magic trial." Kibbles said in my brain.

[ He did? I see.. ]

" You also have some new missions, you should take a look" Kibbles said excitedly.