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990 661 likes @zionkuwonu To my brother from another mother, R.I.P💔 never thought the day would come where I would have to live my life without you a part of it. You was young and you was a legend. There are not many people out there like you and I'm happy I got to know you and be as close to you as I was. You left two amazing kids behind you, who remind me of you all the time, they got your characteristics, your looks, your attitude and best of all they got your love. I'm so proud of you for the man you became. You blessed us all with your presence everyday and honestly prettymuch will never be the same. We love you so much!❤️❤️ Comments deactivated
@brandon_arreaga
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983 716 likes @brandon_arreaga I don't know where to start. This shit has left me empty. I was the last one you hung out with before your life was taken, I was the one who was at the studio with you, but I was also the one who went home before you. At moments I wonder why I didn't just make you go home with me, why did I let you stay? Why didn't I stay with you? There are so many different scenarios playing in my head, making me rethink all of the choices I made that day. But I know it's not worth it, because no one knew, I know you wouldn't like me beating myself up over something I can't change now. You weren't only my best friend, you were my brother dude! You left us so early, you had so much to prove and so many unseen talents. We talk about you everyday man, you're lucky to have a wife like Chantel who is constantly putting respect on your name, and not to talk about your children, literal copies of you. They will always remind us of the legend that once walked this earth. We miss you and love you Nick. Rest easy my brother!💔🕊 Comments deactivated
@edwinhonoret
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100 214 223 likes @edwinhonoret Where do I even start? Nick, the most amazing friend a person could ask for. You've always been there for me, always told me things straight up, never hesitating to speak your mind. You stood up for what was right and never let anyone talk smack about your close ones. You stood up for the people you cared about and you would risk your life for the people you loved. We always admired you and I regret not going to the studio with you and Brandon, spending one last moment with you. We can not base our life on regrets, we have to look forward. I'm so happy and grateful that I have memories with you that will live on forever. I'm so proud to be able to say that Nick Mara was one of my best friends. We will miss you and we will protect your name forever. Fly high my dude, we love you!😔❤️ Comments deactivated
@theaustinporter
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999 782 likes @theaustinporter I'm in shock, utter and complete shock. I cannot believe that you are not with us anymore. Why did you have to leave? This photo means so much to me, this was in the begging of the prettymuch history. We just got to know each other and this day we bonded a lot. I remember it as if it was yesterday, we just found common interests and we got really close. This day I got to know your personality, who you are, your story and the shit you've been through. I know for the longest time ever your father was a big factor to some of your life choices, you told me that if you ever got children, you would be the father you wish you had, and you accomplished that. You stuck by your words and you showed your kids what fatherly love is. Sure, they might not be able to have you around anymore, but the memory of you will linger in their minds, Chantel will talk about you forever, keeping you present without your presence. We've always appreciated you and everything you do for us, we love you my boy. Rest In Peace my brother! ❤️😫 Comments deactivated
~ I was crying, non stop as I read the boys' posts. The pictures, the words, the memories, everything took me back and I was a mess. I want him back, I want him with me. He was the love of my life and I'm so empty now that he's not here. I just put Valentina to sleep and suddenly I hear little footsteps running towards my room. I sit up and see Angelo with his teddy bear in hand. "Hi baby, you okay?" I asks wiping my tears. He was quiet then he started crying as well.
"I want dada back!" He says as his eyes got glossier and glossier. I give him a big hug kissing the top of his head. "Dada! I miss my dada!" He cries. My heart broke, kids have feelings to, and emotional connection is something you can't take away from them.
"I know my baby, I miss him too! So so much. But he's an angel now, you know." I hear footsteps again and this time it was Valentina. She got up in the bed and took her pacifier out of her mouth.
"Gelo, sad?"
"Yes bubba, Angelo is sad." I say starting to cry as well.
"Shh, Gelo, dada angel." She says patting his little head.
"But I want to hug him." Angelo says wiping his tears.
"Me too baby, me too. Valentina misses dada to. Right honey?" I ask. She nods.
"Miss dada." She says giggling, this giggle slowly turned into a cry as well. The emotions were running high in this room, all three of us were crying with Teddy just laying there not knowing what was going on. This night the kids were sleeping with me, and it made up for the emptiness Nick left. This wasn't gonna be an easy battle. But I've made it through the pain once and I can do it again.
