I've got you<3 |nick mara|

LXXVI

"Wanna see Angelo and Valentina?"
Nick asks.

"I'm not sure I'm ready to see that."

"You'll have to do it sooner or later."
He says kissing my forehead. I sigh deeply.

"Okay, let's get it over with."
I say.

We drove to this huge building that looked very futuristic. The entrance was super luxurious and packed with people. We walked up to this reception where a guy was sitting in a fancy suit.
"Well hello Nick, how are you doing?"
The receptionist asks.

"I'm all good Jay, what about you?"

"I'm good to thanks. And who is this lovely lady."
Jay asks holding out his hand.

"This is my wife."

"He's a lucky man you know."
Jay says.

"Oh stop."
I giggle.
"I'm the lucky woman."
I say looking at Nick. Jay smiles.

"How long have you been waiting for her Nick?"
Jay asks.

"For a little over 20 years."

"Dang dude, that is commitment. I wish you all the best, as you live on together forever."

"Thank you!"
I say. He smiles.

"So who do you want to see today?"
Jay asks clicking away on his computer.

"We want to take a look at Angelo and Valentina."

"No problem."
He says getting out a device where you are supposed to put your finger so it can scan your fingerprints. *beep beep* it said and a card came out of the machine in front of him.
"Here you go guys! Room 22."
He says handing us the card key.

"Thank you brother!"
Nick says. I was pretty confused at what just happened but I'm rolling with it. Nick takes my hand. It looked like a hotel as we passed all of these different rooms. There it was, room number 22. Nick put the key against the scanner and the door opened revealing this cozy room with two seats a table and this huge tv on the wall. Nick picks up an ipad from the table and unlocks it.

"What is this?"

"Here you can see what people on earth are posting on social media. Including our family and friends."

@angelomara

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@angelomara Life has it's ups and downs and even though there were days were I didn't know if I could hold on any longer you made me push through it, however none of those days can compare to the pain I'm feeling today. Loosing you is taking the biggest toll on me, I can not believe that you are no longer here with us. The fact that I can't just call you and talk to you is breaking me. You always used to say  "Oh baby, God has held your hand and led you through every problem and sin, he forgave you and kept holding your hand , what makes you think he will let go now?" Those are words I will always remember, I just wish I could hear you say them one last time. Enough with the negative, thank you mom for every decision you made for Valentina and I's best interest. Thank you for always being there for me, raising me and making me into the man I am today. You are the absolute best and I will miss you and love you forever! Rest in peace💔
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@valentinamara

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@valentinamara I can't belive I'm writing this. I'm in utter and complete chock at the fact that you are no longer here. No pain on this earth can compare to what I am feeling right now and honestly I don't know how to handle this. I thank God that you got the life you deserved and that I had the chance to grow up with you and call you my mother. I was so proud to be your daughter, I would always show you off and you managed to keep our family whole even though we lost dad at an early stage. You kept your head up, you were strong and you always stayed positive. You inspired me and motivated me into being who I am today. Angelo and I can't thank you enough for being the best mom a child could wish for. Thank you moma for having my back through everything, for always being there for me and showing me unconditional love. I know you're looking down at us and wishing for us to stop mourning, but instead look at it from a positive perspective, but it's really hard. Thank you once again mommy! Fly high my beautiful angel I will miss you forever!❤️❤️
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@catherinepaiz

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@catherinepaiz I do not know where to start. I honestly don't know how to make words out of what I am feeling and how to explain the gutting emotion inside of me. To lose you is like literally loosing one of my children. I love you so much that nothing can explain it. You've been there by my side for decades. Every time a problem occurred I knew where to go, I knew who to look for and I always made sure to be there whenever you needed me. You made every room light up and you put a smile on my face every time we met. You were full of love and showed everyone the same appreciation. Even through your toughest times you made sure to take care of everyone else. My kids always loved their aunt Chantel, whenever you came by, they were so happy and excited to see you. Your kids were so extremely lucky, there are not many people out there who have a mother like you. Chantel you are one of the greatest things that happened to me and I am so thankful I got to live my life with you being a part of it. I don't know where I would've been without you, and I don't know where to go from here. But I know you will watch over me my twin flame. Thank you for everything and every second you've spent with me. I love you so so so much and I will do so forever!❤️👯‍♀️

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Tears were streaming down my face and my breathing was uneven. Reading all of these posts made my heart break. I hate seeing them like this.

"I-I don't think I can read anymore today."
I say looking at Nick. His hand was rubbing the small of my back.

"It's okay baby. I know it's hard to take in all of this."
He says. I nod and take a nap king to blow my nose.

"I hate seeing them like this."
Knowing there were so many more posts to read made my stomach hurt. I wasn't very thrilled to read all of these sad posts. Yet it's interesting to read the things people never told you in person.

"I understand honey. Come on, let's go home. You need some rest."
He says. And so we did.