I looked out of the window and instantly felt nervous. Mostly because he was blocking my view of the rain. I looked at him adjusting my vision of him.
I took another bite of my broccoli leaving a small bit of cheese on my lips. He leaned over licki...
After I got out of the tub, I grabbed a towel and walked straight to my room. The last thing I needed to do right now is speak to him. Let alone face him.I can't lie and say that it wasn't good. I just don't like being so exposed to him. Not being able to have control of my body. I hate it. I lock my door and walk over to the small chair that was in the corner of the room. I zip open my duffel bag and take out a black satin pants and a black lace cropped top. I threw a long black coat Over it to pull the look together. I wasn't really in the mood for him. To tell me to change.
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I need to go to the shop ASAP. I need some sort of root or herb to keep a shield around me. Something that can allow me to balance the scales. I hated being in this space. I feel stuck, like there's no one in the world that can help me. I know that Johnathan is there to help, but I doubt them sometimes. I just feel like they're hiding something. But maybe all of this is getting to my head and causing me to be an over thinker. I put on my perfume oils and put on a small bit of makeup. I actually need to get more perfume oil. I am running low on them. I managed to get a bottle of oil from Italy. Which means that I can make my own fragrance oil. But I genuinely love the way that Johnathan does it. For makeup I mainly applied a bit of concealer to any discolored areas, mascara, and a bit of red lipstick.
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I looked a bit more vibrant. My skin had more of a glow. I grab my wallet. The weird thing is that I couldn't find my phone or laptop. I could feel my blood slowly boiling. I was a frog in a pot of water being boiled alive. I groan in frustration. I walk to my door and open it. I walk down the hall and to his bedroom. I open the door and walk inside. I slammed it behind me. He was still in the bathroom. He had on a nice fitting jeans. He didn't had a top on, which was very distracting. I break eye contact and look at the floor for a second before looking at his immaculate face.
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