I looked out of the window and instantly felt nervous. Mostly because he was blocking my view of the rain. I looked at him adjusting my vision of him.
I took another bite of my broccoli leaving a small bit of cheese on my lips. He leaned over licki...
So late last night around one, I sent him a long message telling him I'd like to just be friends and be very professional. Lol I also let him know that I don't want to share the person I'm with. I said a lot of stuff lol. Uhm I don't know if he read it because I deleted our message thread after sending it. I honestly don't know if he'll even react to it lol. But I did it. I put up the walls and spoke my mind. I don't have expectations. So at this point I'm just gonna move on and chill with myself. I'll do the video and leave after it's done. Nothing more. It sucks but fuck it. I did it.
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I'll be updating a lot more than usual now. Will most likely channel my energy into this story, Lucifer, and The Devils Gift. Fun fact lol I started writing Lucifer when I was 15 and I'm 20 now 😭 lord time flies. I think in a sense you can see a little bit of change in the way I write from then to now. Anyway I'm on break. So I'm gonna watch this video and get back to business.
