I'm Not For You

Happy Birthday...

One day before Charlotte's 25th birthday

- Charlotte... - Engfa sighed and took the pale and sculpted hand in front of her

- I... I... I wanted... I wanted... - she quickly crouched down leaving one of her knees on the floor

.- Charlotte... - Engfa took a deep breath and started again

- You... you... you are... you are... - The brunette let go of the hand she was holding and dropping her other knee, she bowed her head to try to calm down. The silence flooded the place where she was so that you could only hear the exaggerated breaths of a brunette who tried to fill her lungs with air.

- Engfa...

Without wasting any more time, the tattoo artist again took the hand in front of her, raised one of her knees and looked directly into the eyes of the woman who paid attention to each of her movements.

– Charlotte... - let's go again

-When... when... we were at your parents' house, in... in Los Angeles, I told you that I... that I wasn't for you and the truth is that today... today... now I keep thinking about it,- she confessed.

-Charlotte, you are everything,- she told the owner of the hand she was holding.

-You are everything and more, much more. You are the princess of stories, the heroine of comics, the protagonist of any novel and the star of any movie - she fit into everything

-Everything in you is perfect. You... your body is... whenever I drew pin up girls I thought they were few real drawings, that those women with curves could not exist, but since I saw you, now... now they all remind me of you and it's as if they asked me to draw you as a nurse, a policeman, a dancer, a firefighter... - a small cough made her return to the main topic. Engfa shook her head.

-Your mouth is perfect too, just like your eyes,- she said.

– Both... the two things combine perfectly because when you get angry and squeeze your lips, if someone looks at your gorgeous eyes, it is most likely that they will get lost in the attempt - if she will know

-How much you are happy and the most beautiful laughter in the whole universe comes out of your mouth, your eyes shine in a special way. I swear that with the brightness of your eyes we could illuminate all of New York - she exaggerated believing it.

- When you look at me wanting to... you know - something that couldn't be said seems - Your mouth is a little open and your gorgeous eyes get dark and... and... as if they were hypnotizing - The brunette bowed her head

-You are very intelligent, and people look at you and respect you when you talk. Chompu…Chompu says that there is no one who dares to face you and that everyone who enters your office comes out as enchanted with you or crying, I'm not sure it's good but Chompu also says that from Heidi's office everyone comes out crying and never delighted but always with fear, at least not with you - something was something

-But I Charlotte... I... I... I'm nothing like that. I'm not pretty, on the contrary, I have extra things that are horrendous - 

-I only know how to get tattoos and I'm not smart at all,- she concluded sighing.

-But I can take care of you - she added - I can take care of you and protect you because I am strong and... and... well you know that I fight and a princess like you always needs her... her knight to defend her and I can be, I can be your armor - she was embarrassed

-I can also give you everything you want because I have money, I don't know why people pay so much for my tattoos, but they do it and I earn money. Nudee says I should charge even more but I think it's fine like that - she assured