Lost but found

Chapter eighteen

Scarlett's POV

She's a god mother. My little girl has a god child?! Seeing her hold Amelia with so much love and care just warms my heart. But knowing that she's lived her life without me for so long hurts. I didn't really speak I just watched. Seeing how calm and free my nova was here. She happy here and I wnat her to be happy with me. And then Amelia said that stuff about her ' mother' and I felt my heart sink. Nova didn't really look at me and I didn't know why. But her telling Amelia I'm her mum made me wanna jump around and scream with happiness. But apart of me knew she had to say it. She was forced into it as much as I love hearing her call me her mum.

After nova and Peter left in such a hurry maria told us to sit down. She offered us tea which myself and Lizzie accepted. " she's a good kid." Maria said and to be fair I know she's the one who raised my nova. And as much as it hurts to say she knows my nova better then any other adult so I knew I could trust her. " she is" I agreed with a smile. " I know she's probably raised a few questions for you both so you can ask me anything" and I smiled Lizzie started " how long have you been in her life?" And that's a good question Maria spoke with a smile " since she was brought home from the hospital. My husbands half brother is who raised her as her dad" and I nodded okay " did you know anything?" And she shook her head she looked at me but I could see she was re living it all " she was pregnant. But we didn't know the gender or even her due date. Just she came home with a baby one day. And we'll they weren't very affectionate towards her. I mean they were there when she was a baby but the older she got the worse it all got. That's why she spent most of her time with us because her and Peter are only a few months apart. We treated them like twins" and I nodded I had a uneasy feeling in my stomach " what do you mean by worse" and she sighed " I can't say. It's not my place because it's still a big thing for nova. But you're little girl is incredibly strong. But she hasn't gotten to be a kid. She's also terrible with actually communicating her feelings so keep that in mind" and I nodded " well she gets that from me too" and Maria smiled at me " I can see how much you love her. Both of you. I trust you both to take care of her." I smiled " ofcourse we will. I'm glad she had you and you're family to raise her. I'll always be thank full to you for looking after my little girl" and she shook her head " she's like my own. I just hope she gets her family like she's always wanted" I smiled to myself knowing that she wanted to have her own family. " so I assume she's good with kids?" Lizzie said smiling wide and I looked up to see Maria smiling wide " we call her the baby whisperer. She just has a gift with kids. They love her" and I smiled " that's good to know" and Maria looked at me " you have other kids?" And I nodded " I have two. A 7 year old and a 14 month old" and she smiled " congratulations " and I thanked her. I didn't know  If I could have kids after I had Nova but when I was ready I was ready. I loved my kids but I always had a piece of me missing until
My novalie. She's a big part of my life and I love her. " I better call those three before they set my House alight" I'd isn't know if she was being serious but I had a feeling she was.

Novas POV

I sat Amelia down on peters bed " why did you take me away" and I groaned " no more of that you know what you did" and she smiled she's smart and she knew what she was saying. I know my god child all too well. I started to pace the room I just left them all
Alone. God Knows what they would be talking about. Actually I know what there talking about. Me. There talking about me and I don't know what's being said because I'm up here. " it's okay" Peter said sitting next to Amelia and I shook my head " no it's not. I don't know what there talking about" I hissed and then I heard my name " nova Peter get down here!" And I sighed " you little miss go to the living room and watch tv" and she nodded and left so it was just me and Peter " Scarlett really looks at you like you hold her world you know" and I shook my head " no she doesn't she barely knows me" and he smiled " you're an idiot" and I glared at him of course he would insult me. " come on"
He said pushing me out the door. I walked down the stairs and into the kitchen where we had left them
And they were all
Laughing. What in the fucking monkeys. " oh Amelia is ready to eat come on"
Aunt Maria said I nodded I couldn't speak I didn't know what to say actually. I just went and sat down next to Amelia. I cut her food up into pieces and let her eat while I just ate in silence. I was zoned out until I heard my name " we have loads of home videos of nova and pictures I put them into a bag for you" and I looked up to see Scarlett smiling at aunt Maria. " we can watch some now if you'd like" she said smiling  and I'd rather the ground swallow  me up  if that's okay. " no we don't-" and Peter stopped
Me " I think Scarlett and Lizzie would love to see you in ballet" ans I groaned " they don't" and before I could finish again Lizzie spoke smirking at me " no no I know I would love to and you would to right scar?" And she nodded looking at me with a smile. This was going to be painful.

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