Lost but found

Chapter thirty six

Scarlett's POV

" how are you?"
My sister asked me and I nodded " I'm good I feel a lot happier" I said smiling a smile she smiled back " how are you and nova?" And I have a smaller smile " she's doing good. I mean I know she needs time don't get me wrong but when she calls me Scarlett I feel just wrong like it's something I don't like" and she nodded listening to what I was trying to say " but like you'd said Scarlett she need time. She can't just turn around and call you mum like you said and not to be rude you're a stranger to her and it's all new" and I nodded she's right " and I think today may have overwhelmed her" which made me panic slightly what did she know that I didn't " what?" And she continued " well meeting us all was a lot and there's a lot of us. I saw her little face it was a lot on her" and I mentally face palmed myself why did I not notice " don't beat yourself up I know that's what you're doing she's good at hiding it guess she got that from you" and I smiled abit " I'm still her mother Vanessa"she nodded at that because I am and I should know. " how has she been with Colin and the kids?" I looked up to see Colin in the corner with my brothers and the kids playing a sun I smiled " they actually get on I did think maybe nova preferred rose at the start but she and cosmo seem to get along he only stops crying for her" I said looking at my baby who's asleep in his dads arms. " I'm surprised mom hasn't asked us to help" which made me nod because she's right usually my mother always asks for help when walk of us are over. I didn't get why she hadn't but we went to the kitchen and saw exactly why. " mom why have you got my daughter cooking?" I asked and I was equally as surprised to see fennon helping because she may be responsible but she's lazy especially when it comes to cooking she seems to hate that. But I love it and it seems my little girl does too. " she offered to i didn't have to chase her like I do her mother" which made me scowl that's not because of me that's all Vanessa. " and what has gotten my child helping?" Vanessa asked in a . Amused voice which I did wanna know too but fennon turned to glare at us both " I am being helpful and not being like you too" which made me scoff " yes you're not fooling anyone you are lazy" and she scoffed back " am not" which made her mother speak " fen you do recall when you dropped out of music class because thinking was to hard" and that's when Noah spoke " music isn't hard its fun" and Fennon muttered " next she'll say math is fun" which made nova giggle " no that's mental abuse." I can't disagree with my child because honestly all she said was truth but I didn't know she enjoyed
Music " do you play any instruments nova?" And to my surprise she nodded call me intrigued but I wanna know " I erm can play piano and guitar and I know how to play drums it's just harder" which yes I do agree it's much more harder. Nova gets it but I can't believe I didn't know that about her I mean I love music and it's a big thing for me. " I wanna hear you play" my mother said but Nova shook her head " no I'm not that good" and fennon the smart ass spoke " you said it's easy" which made Nova red in the face " it is but I'm not good" and fennon shook her head " nope you're going to because I saw the way you looked at that piano it spoke to you" and I looked at them
Born they were giving each other these looks that confuse the hell out of me honestly I didn't get what was going on now.

Novas POV

No I'm not singing in front of them because how do I do that. First off there are way to many people and I've only just met them I've been here 4 days and I can't function. I love music it's my safe space but I don't wanna do this and be told I'm okay or them not say any  TV img and me know what they are saying with silence. Why would I do that to myself please tell me. But fennon was making sure I couldn't say no with her face. And Scarlett was also looking at me with the same face but less like she's going o kill
Me and more like she just wants to hear me sing. Yes singing is another talent I guess because I'm comfy with that. " okay" I said finishing my last potato so that they can be cooked. Dinner was coming fast and I guess I'll just pretend I never agreed to it. I did think I should just go sit and act like a guess but it's not like me and I don't wanna. But there was nothing more for me to do.

Dinner was really nice and everyone was having a nice time. I mean I did try to talk it's just there's a lot of people so I kinda just stuck with fennon and hunter. He's actually as much as a kid as us and I don't think I would of known he was Scarlett's twin of fen hadn't told me. Rose was passed out after diner and I thought it was over yano so we could go but apparently not. " novas gonna play a song for us" mimi said to everyone and I went wide eyed oh nope. I started to cough " oh no I don't think I can" I said catching my breath but she didn't but it in the slightest " come on nova" fennon said pulling me up I turned to try and plead with someone and I caught Colin's eyes and he gave me apologetic ones. Everyone else looked bloody excited.

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