5sos imagines

He saves you from suicide

*Trigger warning: mentions of suicide, so please don't read if you're triggered by suicide. Also, if anyone is triggered by these imagines or ever just needs to talk, I'm always here, for everyone xxx*

Calum

Tears rolled down my cheeks as I scrolled through the contacts in my phone. There was only one person that I needed to say goodbye to: Calum. I pressed his name and put the phone to my ear. After three dial tones, he answered.

"Hey, babe." He greeted.

"Hey." I spoke quietly. There was a pause.

"What's wrong?" he asked.

"I called to say goodbye." I sniffed.

"Why would you want to say goodbye?" he questioned.

"I'm not going to be here when you get back." I answered quietly. Another pause filled the conversation.

"Baby, are you leaving me? Please don't leave me." He begged.

"I'm leaving everyone, Cal. It's the way it has to be." I choked.

"Oh, god. Y/N, don't do this. I know what you're about to do, please re-think it, hold on for another two minutes, I'm nearly home, we can talk about this, just please don't do anything." He rushed.

"Too late." I mumbled as I looked at the cuts that littered the insides of my arms.

"Wait, what? Jesus, Y/N, get your arms wrapped, I'm on the doorstep now." He spoke.

"Goodbye, Calum." I choked as I felt myself getting more lightheaded.

"Wait, no, babe-." I hung up and rested my head against the bathtub before dropping the phone. I heard the front door open and feet run to me.

"Oh, god, Y/N." Calum spoke as he quickly grabbed a flannel and put it over my bleeding arm before pressing down. I winced at the pain.

"I know, baby, I'm sorry, but I've got to do this, that pressure is going to keep you alive." He reassured, looking at me with teary eyes.

"I'm sorry." I cried.

"It's okay, baby, it's okay, the ambulance will be here in a minute." He nodded, gently rubbing my cheek.

"Just, please, don't ever do that to yourself again." He choked before kissing my head and sitting next to me.

Luke

My breath hitched as I put one leg over the balcony ledge and sat on it. I looked down the building, at the buzzing streets below. I gulped hard as I realised just how high it was. I took a deep breath before swinging my other leg over the ledge. I just sat there, waiting to jump. I tried to picture what Luke would say if he was here. I remembered the phone call earlier, where he had told me that he would be late home. That would give me the perfect opportunity to carry out my plan without the risk of him stopping me. I closed my eyes and took another deep breath before slowly peeling them open again. I held out my arms as I leant forward. I closed my eyes and let myself go.

"No!" before I knew it, Luke's arms were around my waist, pulling me back over the ledge and lifting me up.

"Luke! Let me go!" I screamed as he carried me inside and locked the door before turning to me.

"What the fuck were you doing?" he hissed.

"What do you think I was trying to do?" I snapped.

"I think you were trying to get yourself killed." He spat.

"I just want it to end, is that too much to ask?" I cried, tears suddenly falling from my eyes. Luke's face softened immediately as he engulfed me in a hug.