Pretend It's Okay (A Jarry Fan Fiction)

Chapter 17

Jade POV 

I head inside and saw cans of beer scattered on the table. 

So, he's drunk? 

I'm so dumb not to notice it earlier. Really, Jade?

I slam the door and head to the kitchen.

He's not here.

So, I guess he's upstairs. So, he's going to lock himself and pretend that what he did earlier was just nothing? Not in his wildest dreams.

I knock on his door.

No response.

I knock again and with force this time. I'm not going to slip it away. He's being rude lately.

The door swung open and his eyes were bloodshot.

"What?" He snap.

"What? Seriously? So, you're just going upstairs, sleep, and pretend that what you did earlier was just nothing?" I snap at him. 

"Why? Your friend is being gay. He doesn't even have the urge to say something earlier. What if you're in trouble? Would he save you? Of course not! Would he sacrifice his life for you? Damn, Jade. He's just a good-for-nothing friend of yours-"

"Don't you dare say that! Because that 'good-for-nothing friend' was the only one whose there for me when I'm feeling down and broken. That 'good-for-nothing friend' is the only one who cheers me up and that 'good-for-nothing friend' is the only one who put his 100% trust on me, unlike you. You we're so selfish! You kept a secret for what, 3 weeks? Really? You swear to me, Harry! We swear that no matter what happen we should trust each other no matter how the truth hurts!" I said, raising my voice, not letting him finish. I'm so full of him right now. It feels so good to let out those words that I kept for too long. 

He looked down and I can see his jaw tensed.

We went silent and I tear my eyes from him and looked at the ceiling.

But suddenly he spoke up,

"What did you just say?" He asked.

I raised an eyebrow of confusion. 

"No matter how the truth hurts? W-What does that mean? W-What do you mean?"

My eyes widened and the realization hit me. Fuck!