"Shut up, Ethan." I rubbed my face furiously to prevent the crying, something I always did.
"NO TELL ME WHAT YOU WERE DOING!" Ethan shouted and pushed me roughly making me stumble back.
"I wasn't doing anything, Ethan." I still wasn't looking at him.
"LITTLE FUCKING WHORE LOOK. AT. ME!" His face was red when I finally looked up.
I was emotionless. I wasn't about to break down in front of him. Hell no. I'm not weak. I'm tough. Like my dad.
Don't let them break your walls.
"I wasn't doing anything. All I was doing was hanging out with a couple of the guys that you suggested to do since I wasn't having any time with my friends." I said and pointed to his chest with every word.
"THE HELL YOU WERE I SAW YOU WHEN I PICKED YOU UP! YOU KISSED NATE!" He yelled even louder and pushed me hard that I actually fell.
I shot back up and pushed even farther and harder making him fall and slide back onto the couch.
THIRD PERSON POV
Y/n grabbed the biggest knife in the kitchen and went up to Ethan who was still angry but now shaking in fear at his new girlfriend.
She crouched down beside him and put the knife gently against his cheek enough to make Ethan shiver.
"I didn't do anything to Nate. I just gave him a kiss on the cheek because he helped me stay sober. Ok? I love you, Ethan." She said and slowly pulled the knife away from Ethan.
Ethan looked up at her eyes and saw admiration and a pinch of sadness. He was going to sit back up but y/n immediately laid him back down.
"But clearly you don't love me enough to trust me." She said sadly but didn't show it in her voice.
Ethans heart shattered. He loves her. Sure he could be overprotective, but that's because he was hers and she was his. They loved each other so much. No one could explain it. When they found each other they were both in a state of not trying anymore and just giving up. Ethan did show it by not talking that much. Y/n didn't show it, she did everything she could to not show it. And it worked.
After two years of being together, Ethan learned something about y/n.
She talks, she smiles, she laughs too. But, be careful when she's silent.
That's what he learned.
"I can't be with someone who doesn't trust me. It's always hard for me to trust people, but you know that right?" Y/n said and stood up making Ethan start to stand up slowly.
"I do trust you, y/n." Was all Ethan could say with hope laced in his voice.
"Do you though? Think about it, Ethan. Everytime I hang out with Grayson you accuse me of flirting with him and even having sex with him. You think I don't get worried? Hm. I do. But I brush it off because I trust that you won't cheat. Because i trust you." Y/n said softly but sternly and then rubbed her face roughly once making her face turn tomato red.
'She was going to cry' Ethan thought. Y/n didn't cry for shit. Not over a sad movie. Not a happy movie. Not even when her dad went to jail for something he didn't do.
"Don't cry, baby." Ethan said and touched her shoulder.
Y/n didn't say anything.
She just kept looking down at the marble counter.
Ethan looked over her shoulder to see a single tear run down her cheek.
Fuck. He thought.
'She isn't saying anything, just back up a little Ethan before she—' his thoughts got cut off when y/n grabbed a plate shattered it against the marble wall making a loud shattering noise release.
Ethan backed up in scare and fear.
Y/n still didn't say anything she just sighed and picked up the broken pieces on the floor, Ethan watched closely.
Up to this point he regretted he did to hurt his girlfriend. He didn't mean to. He just wanted her all to himself.
Ethans going to love her until the day he dies.
After y/n cleaned up she faced Ethan with a red tearless while Ethan's face was filled with dry and wet tears and red cheeks and forehead.
"Don't cry, Ethan." Y/n said soothingly and wiped the tears from his face.
He closed his eyes and appreciated y/n's presence. She was always so warm and kind hearted. Except when you made fun of her or Ethan of that fact.
"I forgive you." Y/n smiled at Ethan.
Ethan immediately opened his eyes and smiled. He felt whole and happy.
"But I think we need a break." Y/n said and frowned.
"What? No. No no no no you can't leave me I need you and I love you so god damn much. Please don't do this." Ethan begged and tears started coming out faster than before.
"I'm sorry, e." She said and rubbed her face and put her hands back on Ethan's cheek and started caressing it soothingly.
Ethan held onto her hands tightly.
"But that doesn't mean I still love you." Y/n said and started to lean in.
They kissed not wanting to pull away. They couldn't but they had to.
They pulled away and Ethan was still crying while y/n still didn't let a tear out.
She couldn't.
"Can you promise me something?" Y/n asked smiling at the crying Ethan.
"Of course." Ethan breathed out and choked a sob.
"Promise me you won't move on." Y/n said with a crack in her voice but not crying.
Ethan shook his head and looked y/n in the eyes "I promise."
"Good. Now don't cry." Y/n smiled.
How can he not cry when he person he loves the most is leaving him?
