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I tapped my foot anxiously as I patted my hands on my knees.
I reached out to grab a chip from the bowl and as I was putting in my mouth my mother interrupted me.
"Put the chip back. Bessy hasn't asked you to take one."
"Well the bowl is there for-" bessy was quickly interrupted.
"Put the chip back she hasn't offered you one." My mom looked at me more sternly and set her magazine down.
I just stared at her as she stared at me just as pissed.
"Put the goddamn chip back!" She yelled and forcefully grabbed the chip making it crack and turn into crumbs and set it back onto the bowl.
I just stared at the book that my brother was reading as my mom flipped through her magazine again.
The silence was calming. Well to me it was, but for bessy she looked uncomfortable as did my brother.
"Uhm honey would you like a chip?" Bessy smiled at me grabbing the bowl and gesturing it to me.
"No thank you, not right now." I said still staring at the book.
"She offered you a chip now take a chip." My mom said still flipping through her magazine.
"No thank you." I said once again.
"Take a Fucking! Chip or we're not going to Disney." My mom gritted through her teeth.
"I don't give a FUCK if we go to disney." I yelled out.
"ALright get out I don't want to see I don't care where you go!" My mom yelled and I paced out the door.
I went outside and ran to a near park in the neighborhood.
New Jersey.
Insert dj paulys songs.
I was visiting my family well more like my mom was visiting her family and I just happened to be at the right place at the right time.
I finally arrived at the park and sat by the end of the slide just staring out into the sunset waiting for it to change colors and get dark. Until I heard loud chatter sounding like a whole group of people.
I look to my right and see a big family with two little kids running towards the park.
Fuck it's thanksgiving. Well at least it was. My mom was too caught up with bessy to even notice I was alive.
I looked back out hearing the children come closer and the family laughter become louder.
The children giggled as they rode the swings and played a game where they would just run around.
The family sat down on a table in front of me but far.
"Hi I'm Christian and this is my sister Riley" the boy with brown eyes and blonde hair jumped in front of me with a toothy grin.
"Hello." I said with a very tiny smile. So tiny. Hell ok I didn't fuckin smile.
"What's your name?" Riley the girl asked.
"Y/n." No smilin here.
"Y/n come play with us." Christian grabbed my hand and my other hand was about to slap it away until I realized it was a little kid and I couldn't necessarily hit a kid.
I followed the kids to the table where the family was and I got a bit nervous.
"Guys this is y/n. She's a pretty princess." I felt the girl climb me until she got onto my shoulders.
"Princess?" I'm guessing the mother said.
"Ya she's really pretty!" Christian then clutched onto my leg and my hand itched.
Please get off me.
"Oh well, Ethan and Grayson you are about the same age play with them." The mother said turning to two boys talking.
"I actually have to go and get something to eat." One said and then grabbed his keys and left.
The other one stood up and came up to me saying "hi I'm Grayson."
"Nice to meet you." No smiling.
"Yea well-" I couldn't take it anymore.
I whispered in his ear "please get them off of me I hate being touched."
Grayson turned his head toward me and saw my face of panic and seriousness. He nodded and then grabbed Christian and put him on his hip and grabbed Riley's hand.
"No offense but I don't like contact." I said once they were off me.
"It's ok, let's play.... what do we play?" Grayson questioned as he looked around.
"Uh hide and seek?" I asked looking into his eyes for a second.
"I found you!" I yelled as I spotted matty behind a tree.
He giggled then ran away.
"Why don't you like being touched?" I heard Grayson ask from behind me.
"Kind of just like a personal thing." I sighed and shrugged.
"I won't make you say it." Grayson smiled.
"But..."
Grayson came closer but kept his distance.
"I will hug you and you will love me."
I just wanted to finish this shit so I ended it anyway I could. Yea bye
