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The real ending ; Synopsis

so here I am again I think this is my real closing of the story I don't think I could fully close and begin working on the other story  because I felt like I had something that was still open something still hiding that I couldn't find

It's like I had my car keys but I couldn't find my car and the whole time all I had to do was click for the headlights to come on and lead me there .

Meaning i've finally figured out what I wanted to say with this story !!! AND HOW TO EXPLAIN IT

I believe that everyone was mad in the beginning I know I pissed a lot of people off with how y/n is — and how she's ' stupid ' for not noticing things quicker I think in a way I wanted to show y/n as myself not an oc but I wanted to slip some of my qualities in there to see how people see me when I interact with them I wanted to see how this person i'd created for others would be perceived from the readers .

The y/n I created did not get a good look I had people telling me she was stupid for not doing things sooner and not looking around her and reading through the blurred lines
I still do ! some in my messages too !

I laugh these comments off because this is how i'm seen i guess and this is how I present myself so it's not new for someone to call something dumb because they can't see the whole picture to me .

I am not a realist and I don't think y/n in this story is either she can't see the bigger picture because no one was there to show her how to paint

I feel like in this story her face was pressed so closely to the wall that she only saw one color whereas if someone grabbed her and pulled her back by sheer force she would see that it wasn't only a color but a rainbow—  that she was the painter and the pot of gold at the end was herself .

Bakugou saw this bakugou is the one who pulled her back ; a bit forcible at times 😭 too .

I think that's how the character I made in the story works but again their not a oc but some of my qualities did tend to seep out just like anyones when you write a character

she needed someone to pull her back and show her

she need someone to sit her down and speak to her as if she was child

she needed what she never had

Her parents died from a very young age and like her mother described ;it was all about money
like endeavor told her
' money this —money that I wish I could buy her this and buy her acceptance '

because of this and hearing her family only talk about this her face was being pushed further and further into her own drawing and when she was taken in by the todorokis moving into a house with that
' vibe '
of that pressure and how everything moved so fast just because they had the ability to
her paintbrush was stripped

She was now standing looking at art she couldn't decipher as her own and when her memories were taken accidentally she couldn't even tell that the mess on the wall was her painting it all seemed like scribble