Unforgivable Lies ( Sequel)

chapter 29

" They give you a chance to believe, believe in somethings."

Chas POV.

I felt bad for leaving Chad with my parents but I won't be gone long. I'm just at a place in my life I need at least two weeks to find myself before I end up hurting myself.

I'm not a bad mother, I love Chad with all my heart and I'm leaving for these two weeks to find myself. I don't know what happened to me honestly. Everything I ever loved left me, I just feel all alone in this world like nobody out here for me.

I know one person who cares for me and that's Nathan. Nathan was a guy I met when I was pregnant with Chad and he was my boyfriend for those past four years. I loved Nathan alot but I wasn't fully in love with him because I still loved Trey.

Nathan really is a sweet guy, he loves me for me & he makes me feel better about myself. He always knows the right thing to say & I want him back inside of my life. I came out of atlanta yesterday and flew across the country to Nathan.

He's excited I decided to come and see him because he misses me alot. Truth is I miss him more than he miss me. I think it's okay for me to move on completely now because Trey is happy with Shyla's mom and we aren't get back together period.

It's my turn to find my happiness because I've been fucked up from I left Trey when I was pregnant. I lost my one and only friend Princess and it hurts. Nobody ever ride for me how she ride for me. She is loyal & she always will be.

I'm sad that I messed up our friendship but I just ain't me right now. Everything in my life is like a blur & I honestly think if I didn't had Chad I would have killed myself already due to depression.

I sat down the entire time thinking until Nathan pulled up where I was sitting. My smile got extremly wide and I got emotional.

" Nathan." I said as I pouted.

" Stop crying babe." He said as he took me into his embrace.

" I missed you." I said sounding like a baby.

" I missed you too, come on lets go." He said as he kissed my forehead. I nodded my head at him and handed him my bags. He took my bags and walked to the car to place my bags inside. I got in the front seat and waited for him to get inside.

Nathan got inside and pulled off into the main road. The entire time he drove I kept looking at him. He looked so sexy when he drives.

" So wassup." He asked breaking me out of my lustful thoughts.

" Everything, I'm stressed out." I said

" Iight, we'll stop for something to eat so you can talk." He said. I nodded my head and watched as he finish drove us to wherever we was going to eat.

Couple minutes later we pulled up to this restaurant and got out. Nathan took my hands and carried me into the restaurant. When we got settled in, the waitress came in and took our orders.

" Lets talk." He said."

" I don't know where to start." I said sighing.

" How's Chad, I miss lil man." He said smiling.

" He's really good and he's with his father now." I said.

" Oh fo real, how did that go." Nathan asked.

" Terrible, he tried to kill me." I laughed.

" I love you but I would of killed you too." He chuckled.

" Whatever, I just felt like everything is going wrong inside of my life, like I've lost every important thing in my life. Nobody is there for me anymore except you and my son, I guess everybody pretty much hates me." I said.