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Jimin: Snapping Hip Syndrome

request by April_Limelight :)

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Jimin's POV -

There's been a mess in our schedule, and it's hurt us in a way I didn't think it could. I was looking forward to having a break in our schedule, and having some time with my family, or enjoying things that I like to do, but, with the concert overrunning, and more dates being added, our break time has been eaten into, and now we have none left.

So, instead of relaxing, and getting some proper sleep, we're now immediately working on the new album. The rap line are producing away, getting a new album ready for release, and we're all recording vocals. We have to keep dancing, so we won't get all stiff when it comes to trying out the new dances. Even though most of the songs aren't ready yet, there's already some choreographies, and we're in that hot studio for hours on end. If we're not dancing, then we're singing, and recording.

We're all exhausted from the tour. I find it hard to breathe, and my neck is sore as hell. Yoongi is having problems with his shoulder, and Taehyung keeps losing his voice. We're all desperate for a break, since we're all being overworked, but there's just no time for it. We need to keep moving, before we get washed under.

It's hard to word just how exhausting tours are on our bodies. We get little sleep, little food, we sweat out what we drink, and there's few bathroom breaks. Our muscles ache and our legs struggle to keep us on our feet. We get so breathless, I find it hard to get my breath back completely, whilst also trying to keep a brave face on for the fans.

When we get back, it takes us a long time to get us back on our feet, ready to go again. We need a rest. We need to gain our energy back again, and do things we enjoy doing that don't drain it. We can't have it.

When I dance now, I get breathless so easily, and I have to sit down. I often need oxygen support to get me through it. It's hard for the other boys to watch, and there's been times where I think I'm going to pass out. I have a big fear that I'm going to lose consciousness and wake up in hospital.

I don't know how much more I can take.

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When I wake up to my alarm, I find it hard to open my eyes. My whole body screams with aches and pains from the routine, and I honestly feel a little sick. I groan loudly as I think about getting up and having to dance all day.

"You okay?" Hoseok calls across the room.

"Sore," I mumble back.

"Me too." There's a long pause in the room. "I feel like I might faint, actually."

I sit up finally, and look at Hoseok. He sinks down on his bed, sighing in defeat. He does look a bit pale, and he looks down. I get up, and pull him into a hug. I give his forehead a quick feel, but he doesn't feel too warm. "Maybe you need to eat something."

Hoseok nods a little. "I'll be fine. I'm just tired, Mini. How are you feeling?"

I nod a little, pulling away. "A bit sick, but I think I'll be okay, too. Surely they'll see that we're run into the ground, and give us a break, soon. I don't know how much more I can take."

I help Hoseok up, and we head to the kitchen. I fix him a small breakfast, since there isn't a lot of time for anything else, and I feel happy when he eats it all. I can't help but notice his ribs sticking out whenever he gets changed in our room, and I worry.

My shoulders slouch again as we head to the studio. My bones really are exhausted. I feel like crying. I turn to look at the others, but they just trudge silently along. I notice Namjoon is limping, and I feel bad for him. Out of all of us, I really think he's working the hardest. Not only does he have dance, but he's one of the main producers, and he has lots of meetings with the managers, so he's up for longer.