BTS Sickfics

Jungkook: Cystic Fibrosis (+A/N)

im going to keep writing.

im writing for those who care about me, and myself.

however, i do want to talk about this a little more.

ive talked about the read discrepancy between members. ive been upset by it before. however, this time theres been a new low.

if there were a couple hundred reads between jimin and hoseok, i wouldnt care. yeah, its a little annoying, but not the end of the world.

but 700 fucking reads difference. lmao. thats not even funny. my meltdown got more reads and support than that.

and dont say its because sometimes wattpad doesnt give notifications. its happened before, but all of my friends ive made here confirmed they had the notification. a couple people maybe didnt, or got it late. but not 700 people's worth.

im sorry but thats just not on. i dont care if you take offence to that or not. you either support me as a writer or you do not.

but lets talk about other things that have flopped. my kids edition of sickfics. jimin: 700 reads, hoseok: 200.

yeah.

the reads havent picked up since i started, which makes me diappointed when everyone demands more from me and then doesnt accept what i give.

lets talk about six of a kind. i love that book, its my favourite. its cute, its both sad and happy. ive been so excited for it, and it seemed to get loads of hype.

then the reads and votes cut in half.

yeah i know i shouldnt write for the views and the votes, and tbh i dont. i just want it to be consistent. its not about writing. its about supporting bts equally. its about loving them equally. its about supporting a writer working hard.

and yeah. i know i shouldnt have put my meldtown here. i havent responded because, as my health problems allow, its just not going to get better. i really support the lovely messages i got and im sorry i didnt respond. i just cant cope with having to explain again and again that actually, its not going to get better. and im sorry.

i want to say much more, but i dont have the spoons. im disappointed. i love hoseok to pieces. he doesnt deserve this treatment, at all. idc what the excuse is. he doesnt deserve this. one day the lack of love will get to him and hell snap. then yous will be sorry. it aint about this story, i mean in general now. go and show that beautiful man some love for gods sake. stop this solo stan shit.

request by lollie_laura :)

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Jungkook's POV -

I know when I've got a lung infection.

As the years go by, I get them more and more often. When I was younger, I used to have a couple of symptoms before the cough set in, like a fever or chills, but nowadays, I wake up hacking my lungs up, wheezing so hard for breath I get dizzy.

I cough a lot as it is already. My airway is pretty much always clogged up with mucus that is too hard to clear at times. I'm used to my rough breathing, and keeping tissues with me to cough up anything I manage to shift. I mean, I've been living with the condition my whole life.

And, because of it, I struggle to gain and maintain weight, since the mucus in my pancreas stops my body from breaking down nutrients. It means I have a lot of trouble in the bathroom, too. I wouldn't recommend going in there after me, is all I'm saying.