Remnants Of The Dark

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POV:Yukishira Hiro

Have you evr had that one moment in your life where you would stop and take a look at the blue sky? People say doing so would releive stress and that only under that circunstance,one can truely find one's true self.

Unfortunately for me,I never had that kind of moment in my life,instead of a beautiful blue sky,a dark one always appeared.Nothing but darkness always appeared in my vision,even when I was walking with the Ayanokouji Group,I saw darkness,not light.

At the first day I was born,they called me a prodigy,one that cannot be out-matched by any other,however I asked myself,"Is this really true?".

The word perfect had a simple meaning,however is it easy to acheive? To put it short,no.In order to be called 'perfect',you must be unmatched uin all forms of what a human is capable of,you must throw away what was unnessecery.

The next question people would ask,what kind of thing about a human would you need to throw away in order to be perfect? The answer was something I searched and found myself,I wanted the answer-no I NEEDED the answer to this simple yet complicated question.

It costed me my life,however I managed to find it and it was actually fairly simple,even an average person would know the answer and yet it costs me three years of my life to do so.The unnessecery thing you need to dispose of is your humanity,as long as you abaddon that,that's when you will become a monster among monsters.

I tried and tried again to be perfect,however it ended in failure,I even ended up harming my own sanity just to be perfect.I wanted power,the power to protect her.

Kiyotaka Ayanokouji,this is the closest I can get to the perfect human.I admit that it was a risk to side with him but I didn't care at all,as long as I could witness and face true perfection,that's all that mattered to me.

Ayanokouji was the masterpiece of this certain placed called the White Room,a place I had been to for only 8 days.I entered the White Room on the day of the 'Demonic 4th',something that I would remember for the rest of my life.

My parents didn't care for me,they never cared for me,they were selfish,insignifigant.These humans emotions were completely obliterated by my lust for power,however this wasn't enough,there was still one thing that held me back from beating HIM.

That one thing was my adopted little sister,the only person who knew my true identity as of right now.Yukishira Hiro,this was not my true name,nor was it the one I was born with.In fact it was the name of one of the previouc broken subjects of the White Room,that name rewriten my own and stole everything from me,yet I cannot just go against it.

There wasn't any meaning behind this,even I never knew the reason,every time I went against the name,my head felt like it would be pierced by a needle hotter than lava.The pain was so much that it developed a sense of masochism deep inside me,it was only temporarely but it was there.

My little sister,no one except me knew her true identity either,I did this to keep her safe,to make sure no one harms her,to make her feel what freedom felt like when I couldn't feel it.

I promised her to reunite after 9 years,and finally there was only one left,one year until I could see her.Say that I have a sister complex if you want to but I don't care,she was the only thing left in my life that was still breathing and living.

I wanted to love her,I wanted to see her,I wanted to touch her.....

Right after that thought,I forced myself back to reality with tears in my eyes,thankfully no one from the Ayanokpuji Group saw these tears so I wuickly wiped them away.

I will survive.....to see her once more.

I bought a lovely bunch of lilies,they questioned my actions but I just stated that my sister love them.

"You're kind of weird Yuuki."

"I'll take that as a compliment,Keisei."

Man calling people by their first name or nickname is strange...

Naturally the boys were carrying all of the things we have bought throughout the whole shopping trip,and of course I was the one who was paying for the items since I had the most amount of points.Though everything did cost me around 50000 private points,to me it wasn't anything too big but the group was concerned and Airi basically almost fainted when I said the total amount I had spent today.

"Don't worry Yuuki! When we go out again Miyatchi will pay for everything instead!"

"As if!"

"Hehehe,I missed this...." I muttered that under my breath but it seemed like they heard me,thanks Kami-sama. [A/N:You're welcome my son.]

"Um,Yuuki....have you n-not hang out w-with friends before....?"

Shit,I said it out loud again huh? I need to stop doing that.

"It's not that,I just never had any friends in my childhood to begin with,after all they called me the 'Loner Prodigy'." They seemed confused by what I meant so I continued the conversation,besides it was getting late.

"Anyway I enjoyed my time here,how about we do this again....maybe this Thursday? I'm sure I'll be free by then.If I'm not then I'll contact you."

I then distributed everyone's purchased items to them with a genuine smile,the boys looked at me in shock and Haruka just pulled out her phone to take probrably 21 pictures of me.

"You guys can go ahead,I'll take my time walking back."

They nodded while walking back to the dorms,leaving alone at Keyaki Mall,well I say alone but really there were a few people left.

I sighed before putting my serious face back on and turned behind just to get greeted by a familiar smirk.

"What do you want Ryuen....."

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