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Ran haitani : a little guilty.

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⚠ - angst, violence, fluff.

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Ran haitani and y/n were together since they were teenagers, Ran loved y/n more than anything and promised on protecting her in all conditions but the condition was him as he grew older and chose the path to become a ruthless most wanted criminal coming from on of the worst and most dangerous criminal organizations in Japan.

Ran would come home late, ignore and turn y/n down like she was nothing to him anymore, how he cared of her when he was younger and how he saw her nothing more than a normal human he had interests in, this night was same like usual ones Ran wasn't home, y/n cooked for herself and went to bed without a care about Ran too, the emotions and feelings she had for ran she hid them inside her almost trying to bury them and never feel them again because did nothing for her so why should she but this strong persona of her was just a cover up for the broken person she had become.

Y/n was about to fall asleep when the doorbell rang almost scaring her, she knew it couldn't be Ran because he the had the keys as she got downstairs and opened the door she saw none other than Ran himself standing there, y/n let ran inside thinking he might've lost his keys or something when she realised how strongly he reeked with the smell of alcohol mixed with his cologne, ran managed to walk inside straight but soon began to fall because of his intoxication, noticing ran like that y/n came and helped him towards the couch, ran sat there silently as y/n went to the kitchen to get him some cold water to get him to sober up, y/n handed him the glass of cold water and was about to walk back to her room when a hand held his wrist pulling her, it was ran he pulled y/n and made her sit in his lap which almost made y/n flinch, ran then rested his head on y/n's shoulders mumbling something, someone's name and a few lines along with it, ran groaned when y/n got up from his lap in a rush and looked at ran with teary eyes but it wasn't just the sadness that her eyes showed there was also rage and hatred present in her eyes along with her face in an emotion that represented disgust towards ran and what he said, y/n rushed to her room crying and locked herself inside, ran who was now sobering up realised what he had just done, he fucking mumbled to y/n ' I really like your touch hannah' thinking was hannah for the moment he was drunk, hannah was a stripper at the club he visited regularly.

Ran walked upto the door of y/n's room and knocked but no answer like he expected, him ignoring y/n and distancing himself with y/n was the peak for her already so what he had done today was truly something he shouldn't have, ran walked to his room after getting no answer from knocking at y/n's door for 10 minutes.

It was the next morning when he woke up to find no sign of y/n in whole house except her room which was still locked, ran thought he'll make y/n breakfast as an apology but when he came and knocked again there was still no answer as if there was no one inside the room, it only frustrated ran and somewhere inside him he felt a burning sensation of worry, he didn't had any feelings for y/n right? So why is he feeling guilty and bad all of a sudden, ran placed the breakfast near her door as he got ready and left for work, as time passed and the day turned into night, ran who was now in his car driving home on time after months and years of being home late, he dialed y/n's number for the first time in months but her phone was switched off, as soon as ran reached home he was first time in so long looking for y/n who was again nowhere in the house except her room which was locked, the breakfast he left in the morning still there on the stool beside her door untouched, ran was now at the peak of his worry, in frustration he broke down y/n's room door to find y/n calmly sleeping on her bed while her entire room was a mess as if she out of frustation toppled everything off their places, ran sat beside y/n on her bed and watched her sleep as her red puffy eyes were shut and the deep breaths she took showing her tiredness, ran couldn't help but caress y/n's cheeks while he watched her sleep in peace, ran felt warm liquid on his face as all his memories with this girl returned, how she took care of him all these years, how she acted strong without any support, how she always stayed when he didn't.

Ran cried that day after a very long time, soon y/n was awake and saw her door broken while a ran sleeping on her bed with tear stains on his face, y/n couldn't help but feel bad even if it wasn't her fault, she covered ran with the blanket and began cleaning all the mess she had made in her room and the house she left untidy for a day, y/n didn't realise she hasn't eaten for a day and the amount of energy she spent crying and letting her anger out, it only weakened her, y/n walked into the kitchen to cook something because she needed food when she almost felt dizzy until arms grabbed her tightly, y/n saw a worried and guilty ran holding her, y/n didn't know how to react because she was still very mad at him so she looked straight and got out of his grasp walking back to her room where she layed in her bed and let out a deep sigh of tiredness and feeling drained both physically and mentally for so long, she didn't realise the time she spent in her thoughts because now ran was walking towards her with trays of food as he placed them on a table near her bed when he hugged y/n who now sat after seeing ran, "im sorry y/n" Ran in a low raspy voice as he gently hugged y/n, "I know my apology isn't enough but i promise I'll never treat you like that ever again" ran let out as his grip on y/n got tighter, "hm" was all y/n could let out as she hugged him back feeling his warmth after all those years.

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"Y/N WHO WAS THE GUY YOU WERE TALKING TO HUH?! " ran asked, anger dripping in his glare, " It was electrician ran " y/n spoke in an interested tone like she was done with ran already, " why did he had to call you " ran said still very angry, " because there is a mishap in our electrical board " y/n let out as she drank her coffee calmly unbothered, " but he can call me for that! " ran said, " you?! " y/n let out with a smirk on her face, " yeah, me! why are you smirking like that " ran let out along with a groan, " well Mr.Ran I'm really sorry to inform you that none of the people that manage your mansion have any of your contacts, I don't even think they seen you once in all these years, I manage this mansion for all these years " y/n spoke with an annoying taunting tone, ran had nothing to say but a question popped up inside his head, " how do you pay for the bills and things because I don't think I did transfer any money in your bank before" ran said realising when he distanced himself with y/n he stopped transaction of any money to y/n's account, " i paid with my money " y/n said again in her uninterested tone as she scrolled through her phone, " where'd you get the money from, are you cheating on me! " ran said making y/n chuckle and look up at him, " you were the one who did that not me, I am also a book publisher if you remember by any chance " y/n said as she looked back into her phone, ran was stunned by her, "y/n im really sorry " ran said with his head lowered in a low voice, " I told you to not worry about that " y/n said as she stood up to get herself some more coffee, " also I won't let you talk to any of the male workers " ran said in between making y/n look at him confused, " then who's going to look for them " y/n said, " me " ran said as he hugged y/n and kissed her forehead, " you can relax and rest, I'll look after everything " ran said as he rest his head on y/n's head, "sure ran" y/n said hugging him back.

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