It's like when ever
I feel I'm letting you go
You pop back in the picture
Causing me to get crippled
Hurting me in the process
My first love
My first heartache
My first...
My first of many things
You grab my hand
Leading me down a hall of lies
That always make me cry
Its like a jab to the heart
Hearing you speak my name
Looking you in your eyes
Just does something to me
When we were together
You breathed life into me
Now I'm struggling
When we were younger
I was stupid for you
Foolish you can say
Valuing ever word spoken
Showing and giving
you every inch of me
You were very greedy
You had me
But needed others
My love was taken for granted
Making me view the world
Differently
Loving you was all I wanted to do
But learning who you were
I knew it was better
For me to push you away
I couldn't stand you leaving
But I knew
I needed to breath on my own
No more heart breaks
And I'm definitely
Not going to add to the pain
At first it was a struggle
But now
I know never to allow my heart
To be taken
awaken
And shaken
Till it could never breath on it own again
You had loyalty,
Honesty,
Maturity,
Trustworthyness,
Independence,
Respect,
& not to mention security
You traded it in for inconsistency,
Deception,
Ignorance,
Dishonor,
Helplessness,
Disdain,
& uncertainty
No more running back
Jumping from love to love
There is no love
Left here for you
This is me saying
My final goodbyes
I have cried for the last time
