After reading her journal
I had a few questions
They weren't addressed to her presently
Merely her past
I felt like I needed to get them out
They were bouncing off the walls
Of my cranium; Like a ball
The past her wasn't someone I cared for at all
She was Dark...
Hurtful...
Rude...
Impatient...
Monstrous... I could go on
Though I'd rather not
How do I know,
That this side of her I am currently seeing
Is the real her?
She's very good at hiding her emotions
Not to mention playing both sides of the fence
I'm sitting in hot water
NOT SURE I'VE MADE THE CORRECT DECISION
What can I do now?
I am madly in love with this one!
She can do no wrong
Am I safe?
Is that one of the reasons
She chose me, or am I being a fool
Being to cautious
Am I safe?
When I say "am I safe?"
I mean my heart
She plays with hearts like
NBA players play ball
Slam dunking them
Alley-ooping ,
layups to the backboard
I mean... What am I saying
I've been with this girl
Damn near a whole year
She's held me down
When my own family faked
She's Kind hearted
Family oriented
Loving,
Caring,
Intelligent,
Beautiful,
Remarkably Brutally Honest,
A Sarcastic asshole,
Not to mention very generous
She is the wind
That blows through my branches
The water the nurtures me
The only piece to complete me
I'd give kia up
In a heart beat
Just to meet Hunter
All over again
A moment without you
Equals a lifetime
Of unhappiness
