You can learn to take me as I am
Or watch me as I leave
It seems as if
Only god knows my heart
That part kills me
The darkness surrounds me
As my eyes shut
Only I hear my thoughts echoing
Bouncing off of every corner
In my cranium
Either they can make you
Or break you
I wonder if these thoughts
Ever crossed your mind
I wonder if your open book
Will ever turn a page
I sit back and watch
As everyone else's pages
Turn every which way
Your face wet
And tear stained
Take a look
Do you see
What makes you, you
And me, me?
I closed my book
Locked it up
Then threw away the key
I'm tryna shoot my shot
Fuck I look like missing
It's right there
Nigga can't you see?
Yo da reason
For the season change
The reason I fucked up
And switched lanes
Niggas will say anything
For a reaction
Close ya mouth
Open ya eyes
And listen to the lies they throw ya way
I'm far from weak
I'm like that retarded nigga
With super strength
I found light
In my darkest of times
I drove
And rode
Until those wheels fell off
Then you lost your mind
Stop
Really think...
Analyze every piece of the situation
Read the signs people give you
Learn their patterns
The way it starts is usually the way it ends
No one just switches up for no reason
Pay attention my friend
This right here is the end
