A twist of hatred

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Handsome

It's been two weeks since I left for school,everything has been going so smoothly but damn I miss First Luv like crazy
Like I'm losing my mind
Had I known that I'm gonna miss her this much I would have never left her side in the name of study
I looked at by my side Chelen who was resting her head on my chest winked at me and I looked away.

I hate myself for what I'm doing but what I now believe is that peer influence got me into this.
At first when we arrived at the states I didn't follow their lead into hanging out with girls but at times goes by I fell into this whole shit
I,myself don't even know how it happened but one faithful night after getting drunk I woke up to the sight of this Chelen of a girl under my duvet.
I regretted it..I admitted it was a mistake to my own self and my friends as well
Little did I know that I was already into something I can't quit from no matter how hard I tried.
And that's how I ended up hooking up with her and many more girls and things are still going perfect but  in reality nothing is going perfect rather Its getting so awry.
When a glimpse of her flashed in my mind I quickly rose from the bed. Shoving away the quilt,I came down and started rummaging through my bags
I have to look for it...
I saw her came down from the bed in all her glory as she placed her hand on my bare chest trying to drag my attention.
I sighed before yanking away her hand as I took the camera I was looking for out of my tote bag

"What's inside that damn camera,I'm here and so your attention should be on me" she tried to yell at me
How dare she? Just because we are acquainted to each other doesn't mean she has the guts to yell at me

"Get out" I thundered at her probably sending shivers down her spine. She knows how well I act most of the time so she better gerrout of my sight

"We aren't done yet and where do you want me to go at this time of the night. It's 2 am" she said and I glared at her

"Oh really?" I asked sarcastically
"Will you get out before I deal the hell out of you bitch"and even before I finished she was already packing her belongings.

Bitch...but fuck I'm so addicted to her

"And if you dare hook up with another guy we are done?" I warned and I'm sure she's not going to meet any guy.
Well I'm a jealous dude.
Immediately she scurried out I flung myself on the bed smiling mischievously

"Wa da hell!" I echoed in Great disappointment
Who the hell must have done this? Well I already know the damn answer
I grabbed my phone and slide into my contacts.
But shit I don't even know what I saved her contact with.
I typed Beauty but no contact popped up
Now that I think about it,I saved her contact when she was arriving from Dubai and it was with her real name . I cracked my brain but I couldn't remember the name so I stood up and went over to sam's room.
I knocked at the door for a while but there was no answer and then came an angry Sam

"Hey dude what's the essence of this distraction,why da hell will you come over and disturb someone's enjoyment" he yelled

"Mtsww I'm not here to hear your voice abeg"I said quite flustered

"To then why are you here?"
"Babe" I heard one of his girlfriends call

"Please what's the matter?" He asked losing his cool

"I just came to ask you ,what's Beauty's real name please?"

"Guy I've forgotten also gsky" he said closing the door
I felt some tightness in my chest so I turned to leave my shoulders slumping as I hit the wall
As I was leaving I heard the creaking sound of the door so I turned to look at him

"It's Iman"

"Yea Iman..Iman" I said remembering the name also
So I walked back to my room

Beauty