April 16th, 2017:
I was hogging one of the bathrooms when the boys started to come out of their rooms. I wanted to be able to look them in the eyes, but for some reason, I couldn't bring myself to do it. Half of me felt betrayed and the other half felt horrible to have put them through the whole Daeseong ordeal without checking in on how they were doing.
"Y/N! Are you done?" Jimin asked knocking on the door, "I wanna showeeerrrr".
"Give me five more minutes," I answer, going back to my hair I'd been "fixing" for the past ten minutes.
I finally leave the bathroom and hated I didn't have a bedroom to hide myself in.
"Y/N, we've made pancakes!" Hoseok shouts from the kitchen.
"I think I'll stick to a banana, but thanks," I reply, going to the kitchen and taking the last banana out of the fruit bowl I'd gotten the oranges to throw at Jimin from.
Hoseok, Namjoon, and Taehyung were in the kitchen eating their pancakes around the island. Staff members were also around setting up their cameras and mics.
"You sure you don't want a pancake?" Hoseok asks again.
"Yeah, I'm fine," I nod smiling slightly, trying not to look Namjoon in the eyes.
"I like the hair," Taehyung said, picking up a strand of my styled hair looking impressed.
"Thanks, I tried something new," I smile genuinely happy someone had noticed.
I wondered if Namjoon or Yoongi had told the others that I now knew about Daeseong. If they had, the members were doing a really good job of hiding it. Now I was with them, I wanted to talk about it, but I was also aware of how awkward that would make the vibes and probably ruin the shoot. I look up from peeling my banana and accidentally meet Namjoon's eyes. He must have been looking at me. He breaks eye contact before me and goes straight to the sink to clean his empty plate.
After we'd all gotten ready, eaten, and packed we sat down at the dining table to start the last day of the series.
"So, today you will be taking some time to write letters to each other," the producer explains after Hoseok started the introduction to shoot, "so starting with Jimin, Jimin will write a letter to J-Hope. J-Hope will write to Suga. Suga will write to Jin".
"Sounds like it's in age order," Seokjin says.
"Yeah, I wonder how they decided who to pick," Jungkook adds.
"Well, Jin will write to Jungkook," the producer reveals, "Jungkook will write to Jimin, Rap Monster will write to Y/N, V will write to Rap Monster, and Y/N will write to V".
"Will the letter be revealed later or not?" Taehyung asked as we all took pieces of blank paper and pens from the middle of the table.
"You will be reading it on the boat later," the producer nods, "but please write you're your sincere heart".
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BTS Eighth Member | The Life: Year 2017
Hayran KurguThis is year 2017 of my slow-burn, detailed story of Y/N as the eighth member of BTS. The story is as realistic as possible which means it sticks to dates as well as social and idol "norms". This is not snapshots or short imagines, it does have a t...
