It wasn't meant for them to fall for each other. But they did.
After all love don't see age, colour, shape or anything. It just happens.
They tried but they submitted into their endless love that was there even before they knew. They just needed to...
I thought about writing this for months now but I kept pushing it back due to my procrastination and school work but I am finally writing this now. I don't know what to say or what not to say, my mind is kinda blank but then I'm like just fuck it, so here I am.
I've given 5 years of my life to wattpad, that's half a decade wow. Can't believe I was the same girl who stumbled upon this orange app through Pinterest 5 years ago. When I joined this app, I was 12 or maybe 13 (it's a canon event). Now I am about to turn 19 in three months. I am about to graduate from high school in a few months.
Five years of reading fanfictions on this app. Five years of writing them on this app. I was really invested in this app during the early years of my teenage life. Things have changed since then. I am not the same girl who used to giggle and blush while secretly reading on this app at late nights. I am not the same girl who used to write chapters and create stories with her celebrity crush as a protagonist while saying "this sucks so bad, i haven't done well." yet feeling secretly proud of them. I'm not the same girl anymore who used to die to read comments and feedback but learnt to accept it whenever I didn't receive any. I am not the girl who I used to be five years ago.
When I joined the app, I was in a very bad headspace. My mental health was completely ruined so pretending to be delusional on this app helped me somewhat. My mental health is still bad but it doesn't feel like it used to back then since I've gotten used to it. I have a lot of traumas, including generation trauma. That's a main ingredient for the first daughter of a brown family.
When I first started using this app, I always said that "I am never getting tired of this app. I will never leave it." Well... that did not age well...
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(Not me using memes 'cause that's how I cope up with things lmao. Sorry not sorry.)
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