One Shots ·· Drarry

A Short Story (6/8)

It's been three weeks since everything. Draco seems to doing better, but me I'm having small anxiety attacks now and then. I'm not telling anyone, what's the point of telling them. They are doing okay, and don't worry need to worry about me.
And to be completely honest I don't know what is causing to them. I mean I have had before, but these ones are coming up out of nowhere. I don't want to stress Draco out, so I will fine.
Today we have potions first, I can feel anxiety creeping. I have never been good in potions, I usually make my house (yes, we call them houses now) lose points.
Just keep thinking about thoughts, it will be okay- at least that's what I'm telling myself. I am tapping my foot, pretending to tap my song. Draco keeps glancing at me, I can feel it.
"Harvey, are you okay?" I look up at the person, it was Ginny. "Oh, yeah. Just thinking." I quickly say just like normal. "Okay." She says with a soft smile, I look at Draco and it looked like he had wheels turning in his mind.
Draco surprisingly didn't say a word about me after then, I hope it's like this in the hallway. "Harvey?" I look to my right, there was Draco. I guess I fell behind the group. I hum a yeah then look forward.
"Something is wrong and don't say you were just thinking. I know you and I know your faces." He says while putting a hand my check making me stop and look at him. I guess it's time to be honest.
I take a deep breath, "I've been having small anxiety attacks. I don't even know why!" I can't help but get mad at myself. He quickly hugs me, "It's gonna be okay. Sometimes even words can trigger anxiety attacks or even just mentioning something like potions." Draco says still in the hug, I didn't even know this either.
"I feel so stupid sometimes, like right now." I say while putting my hands on Draco waist, I lean my head back. "No you're not stupid, you didn't know. From here out we can figure out which words sent you to anxiety. But today we can skip potions." He says and I nod my head.
He told me to go ahead and go to the dormitory. I listened, so now I'm walking the halls hoping to not get caught and hoping that we aren't going to lose 'house' points.
I guess my mind was on autopilot because I fell something hit my face then the rest of my body, I look up and realize it was a wall. I really need to rest and just just think about everything.
"What happened?" I hear someone say behind me, Draco. "I zoned out and walked into a wall." I turn around to face him. He shakes his head then holds his hand out for me. I grab it and we pull me up.
We walk and talk quietly to the dormitory. We get there, I just want to cuddle with him. Let all the worries of days and weeks disappear. I look around at the empty halls, they look so lonely. It feels like the walls are asking the same thing as me, 'will we ever make it?'
I stopped, making Draco stop. "What it is Harvey?" Draco asks, I don't answer him I just take him to the RoR this is where I have been learning piano. He just lets me drag him.
When we get there, I open door. I let go of Draco's hand and walk in. The piano was on the right side of the room, I look over to Draco.
He looks confused before coming over to me, I take a seat on the stool and he follows my lead. "Are you ready to hear me?" I ask him, he nods and smiles at me. That's all it takes for me to start playing.
I decided to play Moonlight Sonata by Beethoven. I just let my fingers play, I imagine a peaceful place with me and Draco sitting on the ground flowers are surrounding us.
I close my eyes and the peaceful place be real. Just for this moment, just for these second the world I imagine will be true.
I know when I open my eyes, I know that we will make it. No matter what life throughs at us, even if we feel like we won't make it.
I open my eyes, my fingers stop moving, I turn and look at Draco. He has looking at me with widen eyes. I smile at him, "Wow you are amazing!" Draco says slowly making him extecal to yelling.
I chuckle at him, while shaking my head. I knew that I okay, but I didn't want Draco to go on about that. I didn't think it was that good, I just thought I was just good.
"No, that was amazing. Do not denied it." He says while grabbing my hands, I chuckle at him. "I know I'm good, but I do not think I'm at that good yet." I say he smiles and nods his head.
I smile back, I'm so glad I got someone who understands me. We sit there, in silence, we just listen to us breathing. I know what we are saying even without talking.
"I love you." I break the silence, I can feel my checks heat up, I can feel the butterflies I felt when I first told him I loved him. It feels exactly the same, especially when he says it back.
"I love you, too." He says before kissing my cheek. He, himself is flustered which I find adorable.
I put are heads together, I know we will make it.