What I never knew I always wanted (Robsten story) -ON HOLD

Lunch Disaster

Hey guys! so up above is a little video I threw together, It kind of sucks but I'm obsessed with how the choruses turned out! :) please enjoy! and let me know what you think

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Waking up that morning Kristen was slightly confused as to where she was at until she remembered she was in London. Rolling over, she slowly got out of bed, careful not to wake Robert and headed over to the playpen to find their daughter still fast asleep. Kristen didn't know what to make of it, she was happy that Eliana slept through the night but on the other hand, she desperately missed being needed at night. she missed her 3 am conversations with her baby girl as she would nurse in the comfort of her bed. she missed being relied on so much, yes Eliana still relied on her but slowly she was becoming her own person. Kristen shook the thought out of her head, a thought that no parent ever wants to have. the day her little girl would leave the nest, that was still extremely far away given Eliana was coming on only 5 months old. just those months ago, if someone had said that Kristen would be worrying about that kind of stuff, she would have laughed. but now, she knew those kinds of things were not jokes. she had heard about new mothers worrying about that kind of stuff and always thought they were exaggerating but now that she was a mother herself, she understood and at times hated that she was so overprotective. lord help her child she thought

She went into the guest shower, getting herself ready for the day ahead of her. They were going to lunch with Robert's sisters and as much as she did not want to admit it, she was scared. Lizzie hated her with a burning passion and no one knew why.

Sighing, she headed out of the bathroom and found her daughter just opening her eyes.

"Good morning Eliana" Kristen whispered, "let's go get something to eat."

Taking Eliana out to the kitchen, Kristen tried being as quiet as she could, not knowing where Richard was sleeping but as she entered the room, she saw him sitting on the couch with a picture of his wife in his hand crying. She decided to just give Eliana breast milk for breakfast, she felt bad that Eliana had not had actual food in a few days but Richard needed her and it would be easier just to breastfeed. she got Eliana situated and headed over to the couch taking a seat next to Richard.

"Are you ok?" she whispered

"I miss her," he sobbed

Kristen wrapped her free arm around Richard pulling him in for a hug.

"I miss her too Richard, she was like a mother to me. hell she pretty much was a mother to me you guys gave me the love of my life and I never got to thank her for that, but like I told your son last night, she is watching over our family."

"You're right Kristen. it was just so sudden"

"I know it was, but maybe it was her time."

Kristen sat there and talked to Richard for a while until Rob came out of the bedroom, freshly showered.

"I will leave you guys alone," Kristen said to Rob as she got up to go get Eliana ready for the day.

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Arriving at the restaurant, Kristen had Eliana against her chest as they looked around for Lizzie and Victoria. The place was packed with the usual lunch rush and Kristen and Robert had a hard time searching for his sisters. Spotting them in a booth towards the back, Kristen and Rob headed over there, taking a seat across from the two girls

"Hello Rob," Lizzie said

"Hi, Lizzie"

The talking usually involved plans for the funeral or about Eliana, as the lunch went on, the more awkward it got. The tension in the air was hard to avoid. Kristen felt uncomfortable given the tension was more about her and Lizzie and focused her attention mainly on Eliana who was sucking on her teething ring in her lap. it was toward the end of lunch when Lizzie finally spoke up