My days start and end the same, right beside either the toilet or the trash can. I ought to kill Shawn, I've thought about it a few times. I can't keep anything in my stomach and somehow I've still gained five pounds in two weeks. I'm honestly over it at this point. I have resorted to wearing nothing but sweatpants a gym shorts. I just want to wear a pair of jeans. I dug through my closet looking for an old pairs of jeans from before I lost weight and tried to see if they would fit, and the did, barely. I groaned and almost started crying as I found a shirt to wear with them and left the room.
"What's wrong?" Shawn asked as soon as I walked into the kitchen.
"These pants fit." I said, trying to stop the tears from coming out of my eyes.
"Then why are you crying?" He asked in a soothing tone.
"Because these are pants I had before I lost weight last summer." I said, hiccuping between words. "And because you put a baby in me and I can't control anything that happens with my body." I said, trying to laugh.
"I don't even know how to respond to that." He said turning back to the pancakes he was cooking.
"Are those chocolate chip?" I asked trying to peak over his shoulder.
"Some of them are. I didn't know if you'd want them today or not." He said turning his head to look at me.
"Have I told you how much I love you?" I asked kissing his bare shoulder.
"Maybe once or twice. I think you should say it again." He joked. He turned around and handed me my plate.
Me: Pancakes or baby Mendes, the world may never know
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Ally 🌻 Oh my gosh, your little bump is so cute. But I just saw you like three days ago, where did it come from? Me: I don't know. I guess I ate too many pancakes cause that's all I can keep down. I'm kind of sick of them now but the baby likes them. Ally 🌻 Baby gets what baby wants. That's still so weird to say. Are you telling your siblings today? Me: Yep. Their tee shirts came in the mail yesterday. I'm giving them to them when they come to swim later. Ally 🌻 Me and Niall are coming over later too to swim 😂😂 Me: Why did Shawn buy a house with a pool? 😂😂
"Ally and Niall are coming over later to swim."
"We should probably tell Niall soon." He said taking his last bite.
"You know, if you told me three years ago that I was getting ready to tell Niall Horan that I was having Shawn Mendes' baby, I would've called the psychiatric hospital because that sentence is so crazy to say out loud."
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