God's Plan (formerly fake love) SM

Fifty-seven

September 20th, 2018

"Alright. Thank you Dr. Warren." I said, getting up off the bed and walking out of the office. I woke up this morning and drove myself to the OBGYN because something just didn't feel right.

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"Where were you this morning?" Shawn asked as I walked into the house, scaring me a little.

"I'd make a joke if you hadn't have scared the shit out of me." I said taking my coat off and hanging it on the rack.

"You smell like a doctors office." Shawn said.

"Since when did you get my pregnancy sense of smell?" I asked.

"Is everything alright?" He asked, concern on his face.

"Yeah. We're good." I said smiling.

"Why didn't you wake me up?" He said running his head through his still messy hair. I sat down on the couch and sighed.

"Because you're cute when you're asleep. Plus, it was no big deal and I just wanted to get in and get out. Sometimes that's hard when you go." I explained, and I mean it wasn't a lie. Everything takes twice as long to do when Shawn goes with me.

"Oh." He said, his face falling. "So you're sure everything is okay." He asked sitting beside me on the couch and laying his head on my shoulder.

"We're good babe. Go back to bed sleepy head." I said reaching up and patting his head.

"Okay. I love you." He said, moving head down onto my chest and snuggling in closer to me.

"I love you too." I said rolling my eyes. Sleepy Shawn is the best Shawn.
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"I love you too! Be safe, break a leg babe!" Ally said as she was hanging up the phone.

"Niall?" I asked.

"Yeah, he just got to Atlanta. I feel like I just got him back from world tour, and then he leaves for US tour. I mean I knew what I signed up for when we started going out, but that was before touring started." She said putting her phone on the counter. She placed her face in her hands.

"Also did you hear that Hailee Steinfield is joining him? The girl he's been rumored being in a relationship with. The worst part is she's prettier, more successful, more talented and better than me in every way." Ally said.

"Okay, first, lets calm down. Niall James Horan would never cheat on ANYONE, let alone you. On the bright side Hailee would never try anything, she's better than Camilla. I trust Niall and I know you do too. He'll be back for Christmas won't he?" I asked.

"I'm going to catch up with him on his last show late this week. And then after sweet Essie is born, I'm going to Ireland for Christmas. I get to meet his family, well the rest of them. I met his parents in London." She said.

"You're leaving me, on Christmas?" I ask almost getting sad.

"You will be with Shawn and Essie, you'll be a family! You won't even notice I'm gone." She said with a smile.

"Please don't tell me we are already talking about Christmas?" Shawn said.

"Ally's  going to Ireland for Christmas." I said, completely bummed.

"Good for them?" Shawn said confused.

"I finally get to meet the rest of his family, and I GET TO MEET THEO!" She said getting excited. Lucky.

"It's the first Christmas we won't celebrate together." I said, almost crying.

"Mer, we're getting older. There are going to be holidays we miss, but I promise I'll be back before the new semester and we can have a late Christmas." Ally said putting her hand on my shoulder. I nodded.