Rain || BTS x Child reader

39| Tears

The loud bang downstairs made you jolt up from your bed, holding your hands against your chest to calm your rapid beating heart.

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN WE 'RAN OUT'!!?" a voice screeched.  Not long after, the sound of two other voices were speaking softly to one another.

What was that?  It woke me up.. ㅠㅠ

You climbed out of your messed up sheets that were wrapped around you, peering out the door to get a better idea of what was happening downstairs.  With your pink bunny slippers on your feet, you walked sleepily down the hallway and to the stairs, where you descended down them only to find Seokjin talking to Jungkook and Hoseok.

Who was yelling and why?

The light in the room bothered you, making you rub your eyes. "Daddy.."

Seokjin tensed up a bit before relaxing when he turned to face you, the look upon his face showing he was wanting to say something.

You tilted your head a bit to the left. "Why was there yelling?  It woke me up.."

Hoseok, hearing your small complaint, rushed over to you and engulfed you in a warming hug. "Sorry about that, Pumpkin..  Seokjin-hyung just found a problem that he needs to deal with.  Why don't you go cuddle with Yoongi?  He wanted to yesterday but you told him you were really sleepy and wanted to be alone.  Hm?  Go do that, okay?"

You stared back and forth between the three males in the room.  You squinted your eyes against the light to look at the scene;  Jungkook with his head down like he was scolded, Seokjin with a stressed out look gracing his features, and Hoseok looking pleadingly into your eyes.  They were probably waiting for a response. You yawned and mumbled a small "okay" and turned on your heels, heading back up the stairs.  You couldn't help but hear the quiet sighs from downstairs once you left.

You knocked on Yoongi's door. "Yoongi-oppa... can I come in? I want cuddles, I'm tired.." you stated in a almost quiet mumble, leaning your head against the door frame.

You heard a lock click and then the door opened, revealing Yoongi with his silky black matching pajamas. He smiled warmly at you which felt comforting and basically was a sign that he welcomed you in his room.  You walked past him and climbed up on his bed, the first thing you did was face-plant into his pillows.

"Jeez, what woke you up?" he half-joked, the mattress sinking down as he laid beside you carefully.

You groaned out a short "yelling" and let yourself relax in Yoongi's comfortable sheets and fluffy pillows. All you heard after was a almost silent chuckle from him.

"You said you wanted cuddles, right?" Yoongi softly spoke, leaning down towards your ear. "Move your head. That position you're in is gonna give you neck cramps." you groaned but complied.

The next second later, Yoongi's arms were wrapped protectively around your small form that laid still, your face resting gently against his chest while his hands played with strands of your hair.

"Gosh. I can't believe you're just like us.." Yoongi quietly said aloud, seeming in his own thoughts as he never noticed you replied. "What?"

You snuggled even closer against his chest, sighing in contentment. "...I said that it's still a shock to me, too." a small frown then tugged at your lips, you shut your eyes tight, remembering the things that were bothering you so much.  Your tiredness seemed to fade away as you spoke.

"It's so scary, too..." you breathed in slowly through your teeth, the frown more evident on your features. "I can't even live one second of my life being not scared. Now I know about my past, what I truly am, and how I'm.. different.  I'll never be normal, ever. I thought I was and here I am still trying to be human when I'm just a vampire..."

Yoongi's silence sorta worried you. What if he was offended about your comments? You did sound like you hated what you were...

You shook your head softly. "I— I'm sorry, Yoongi-oppa.."

The silence only worried you more. You pulled back from the older's loose hold on you, looking up to his face. A silent gasp left your mouth as you stared at the small drops of clear liquid that rolled down his cheeks, going down his neck and disappearing under his black pajamas.

Yoongi was crying.

But why? Yoongi.. Yoongi never cries.

"O-Oppa..! Are you okay?!" you asked as you tried to wipe the tears, but the tears just kept falling.

It was hard.. seeing Yoongi like this.

You weren't helping at all; the more you wiped them, the more they came. The waterworks never stopped. But the thing that worried you the most at that moment, was that Yoongi's eyes were shut, and he didn't seem to be noticing your concern or even that you were touching his face to wipe the tears away.

I must've said something really bad to get him this way...

"Yoongi-oppa," the softly spoken word that flowed carefully from your lips and to the air, somehow caught the older's attention.

You watched carefully, cautiously as Yoongi's eyes opened to look in your direction. His mouth was agape, like he'd seen a ghost or something. His eyes were locked on your face as he stared, searching your eyes for something.

A choked sob escaped Yoongi's lips. "I–I'm so sorry..." he pulled you close into his embrace, hugging you tightly and never letting go.

You blinked confusedly, your eyelashes hitting the silky fabric of his shirt. "Why are you sorry..?  Did I say something wrong earlier?"

"No, no, no!" Yoongi quickly said. "You.. you did nothing wrong, [Y/n].  I just– I feel so bad for you...  You don't want to be this way...." his tears stopped flowing before he hugged you.. so at least he stopped crying.

Slightly frowning, you then replied. "I may not like the way I am now, but maybe later I'll sorta learn to accept myself.. like how I accepted what you guys were all those years back."

"It was only two years ago!" Yoongi let out a small laugh, his voice raspy from crying.

You rolled your eyes. "Same thing."

At least he seems okay now.  I don't want to hurt him like this ever again.  It's my fault he cried in the first place...

The older kept his hold on you as you both laid there, comfortable in each other's embrace.  Yoongi does give the best cuddles!  You couldn't help but break out in a smile at your cute little statement.

A sudden urge to ask something overcame you.  You closed your eyes against the smooth, silky blackness of his shirt, repeating the question in your mind a couple times before you actually asked.  It's better to think before you say it, since you don't know how he will reply this time.

"Yoongi-oppa," you started, fidgeting slightly with your fingers that were hidden under the thin, warm sheets.

"Yes?"

"What happened that day?"

"What day are you talking about?" he inquired, starting to play with some strands of your hair again.

"The day you all rescued me from them."

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How was this chap~?  Who else watched Hoseok's live stream!?  I couldn't understand a word he said but I still stayed to enjoy whatever happened 😂 Have a nice day/night!