𝐀 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐨𝐟 𝐌𝐚𝐥𝐟𝐨𝐲 || 𝐃𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐨 𝐌𝐚𝐥𝐟𝐨𝐲 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

31.

Hi bubsssiessss!! I have a secret guys👉👈... I have a crush on you🤭😩🥵 sorry I just had to say it, my feelings are growing so strong😝😘😍🥰

Anyways here's a little Draco POV for yall;), enjoy!

DRACO'S POV

Daphne Greengrass. One of the last girls I'd want to hang out with, yet here I am. Why? Because I need a distraction. A distraction from the girl taking over my thoughts. A distraction from the jealousy that pained me multiple times a day. A distraction, from Y/n.

I knew Y/n told Pansy about what happened at the party, as she avoided me most of the time, and seemed even more sassy than usual. At first I thought Daphne knew too, though even if she did, she apparently didn't care.

I fake laugh along to her jokes, though I never really listen to them. My eyes seem magnetic to Y/n's. I want to be mad at her, though I'm really only truly mad at myself.

Her Y/e/c eyes were warm and friendly. Whenever she smiled, it seemed as though they smiled as well. Even if she was hiding her emotions, you could always tell what she was feeling through her eyes.

I missed seeing her smile. Specifically at me, or because of me. Because my stupid jokes I'd always make, or because my teasing. And although she was smiling, it was because of a different person. A different boy.

Neville Longbottom, to be exact.

I wasn't sure what she even saw in him. He was nice, sure, but boring. He was extremely quiet and looked scared almost always. He was even a Gryffindor, and all his friends hate Slytherins.

Though, at least he doesn't slut shame an innocent girl when his jealousy grows to strong. Maybe he was a good person, better than me at least.

"Alright everyone! I'll have all the ensemble and servants to work on Be Our Guest." Mcgonagall announces, making me feel slightly relieved I won't have to talk to Daphne anymore. "Gaston and LeFou can go read lines, as well as Beast and Belle." Well shit.

I don't even have to look at Y/n to now she's annoyed, though I don't blame her.

She hurries quickly out of the auditorium, purpose in her strides. I fasten my pace to catch up with her, though I keep my gaze straight forward.

"Astronomy tower?" I mutter, taking a few quick steps to catch up totally.

"Yep." She answers, her voice filled with irritation.

I nod slightly, though I know she won't see. Won't this be fun.

We get to the astronomy tower soon enough, and sit on the ground. I immediately take my script out, and turn my full attention to it, avoiding any eye contact with her.

"What scene?" I ask quietly, flipping through a few pages, though I wasn't actually looking at anything.

She doesn't answer for a moment, as she flips through her script as well though I'm guessing she's actually looking at the pages.

"Reading scene after Something There?" She mumbles quickly.

"Great." I say under my breath, slightly irritated by her whole act.

I hated acting like everything was fine. It clearly wasn't, though neither of us wanted to bring it up- so we didn't.

"Great." She spits back, a hint of irritation once again.

I stare at the page once I land there, though I don't look up to her to show I'm there.

"Then. for the third time, Arthur drew forth the sword." She reads off.

"So that must mean he's the king." I say plainly, not wanting to add any expression.

There's a small moment of silence as I can practically feel the anger radiating off of the girl sitting in front of me.

"Wait and see." She says impatiently, her grip slightly tightening on the pages.

"I never knew books could do that." I respond, resting my head in my hand.

"Do what?" She asks, her voice slightly louder and angrier.

"Take me away from this place and make me forget for a little while."

She pauses for a moment, and I can feel her eyes burn through me.

"Is this just how it's gonna be now?"

I know she's talking about our problem, though I still pretend to look at the next line, acting confused.

"That's not a line." I respond calmly, my brows slightly furrowed as to act confused.

"No. Draco, it's not." She says annoyedly, sitting up straightly.

I hate how intimidating she actually is.

I sigh quietly, raising my head up slowly to see her.

"Well when you act like-" I respond slowly, my voice quiet though I know this will end up in a fight.

"When I act like!? I haven't done anything!" She yells angrily at me.

I hate how she always acts so innocent. Who was the one starting the fights? Her. Who was the one so stubborn she can't even forgive me? Her.

"See! You're so fucking stubborn!" I suddenly yell, regretting my words immediately.

I regret my words most of the time, especially with her.

She stares at me in shock, her lips parting and her fists clenched.

"And you're so fucking idiotic!" She yells back, finally breaking the silence full of regret.

"Oh yeah!?" I yell angrily.

"Yeah!" She screams, confidence in her voice.

"Fine then!"

"Fine!"

She quickly grabs her bag, and hurries down the tower stairs. Shit.

I wanted to just grab her. Grab her and tell her how truly sorry I am. How truly 'fucking idiotic' I am. But I can't.

I can't because the best way to not get your heart broken, is to pretend you don't have one.

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heyyyy;)

I love making the last sentences hit different lmao

I've been wondering this for awhile but do y'all think my writing has improved at all since I first started this book? It's okay if you don't think it has!!:))

I really hope you enjoy this chapter though! I love everyone single one of you, mwahhhh