i just wrote up an entire list of my thoughts and questions that have been dancing around in my mind.. i realized it was too much to post. i didn't think it'd be worth the read..
but from seeing all of these thoughts, elaborating on each individual sentence that had sparked either confusion, hope, or frustration inside my head. i think i've about made my mind up about my decision.. or i'm close to anyway. one more push.. and i know i'll have that answer for myself. i've been waiting for it actually.. anxiously i have. whether it's day 3 and the secrets of why, or talking to someone from my perspective, telling them what i was giving in and getting out of it and they tell me what they think.. and if they agree with a few of my points then.. maybe that's it.
i don't want to play games. i don't want to feel like i'm going to be completely blindsided again. i don't want to be on my toes. i want to do something to either fix this or end it completely and not looking back. all i need is the push.
so right now.. it's not left in my hands. i'll just wait.
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one day i began to think
General FictionAlright, so this was formally known as lazy reads. It's no longer that. I do put short stories on here occasionally. OCCASIONALLY. But recently it's been a nice little public journal that really no one reads. What I publish is supposed to be someth...
