i can feel myself fading, i feel it on my tongue.
i took too many smiles, knowing the pain would only grow.
to grow out of myself and into others. when i took too many smiles, it hurts them too.
why is that?
my dog sits with me as i wait for my final breaths. he watches the door while hovering over my body-
- as if he wants to protect me from death barging in to take me away.
my mind continues to draw blank and ache in pain. i cried until my cheeks burned, and screamed until blood trickled down my throat.
i want the suffering to be over. too many smiles. that's all it has to take.
i took too many smiles, and my body continued to grow weaker, my eyelids hold the weight of my sadness on them. pounds.
tons of regret and sorrow pushing away my last sights of the world.
i'm fighting to stay alive. yet, i wouldn't mind if i didn't wake up tomorrow morning.
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