one day i began to think

..

you're right.

i don't.

because you just keep making yourself look worse and worse.. you even said that. and all i'm ever told is how much of a bullet i missed and yet i still tell them to stop talking about you like that. who the hell am i sticking up for when you act like that? i shouldn't protect you the way i do but i do because .. i'm not as immature as you! i don't lie and make up stories, i don't download tinder no matter my stupid intentions, i don't let myself stoop so low..

i don't need to know who you are. i just hope you're able to find yourself, because this is.. unbelievable.

oh.. and if you didn't care what i thought, you wouldn't have posted here for me to see how "unbothered" you were right after i made a post of how shocked i was.. though you claim you didn't read that nor the rest of my stories which i can see the viewers..so..sure. and if it did bother you enough, you could've texted me to take it off my story and i probably would've or to even tell me off on how i might've misjudged you too quickly and i would've apologized.. but okay, i guess not.

i don't feel like playing a part of this game anymore either. so.

i'm going to bed. goodnight.