Opposites Attract | Oliver Wood ✔

a lil' pep talk

Hey guys, this is just some little author's note!!

I haven't been the best lately, I keep failing to update on the daily basis because im an emotional wreck! In fact, i just finished crying as i write this.

idk, i feel like I've given up a lot in my life, i've tried to give way for others, be kind as much as possible and be humble. But a lot of them just take advantage of the things ive given up for them and it's just — idk anymore.

i don't usually open up to anyone, in fact, i coped with only myself, i don't know who to tell about my feelings and now it's all scattered. I can't tell anyone anymore, not even my closest friends, but here i feel like letting all my emotions out to all of my readers because i feel like a stranger understands me more than the ones im actually close with, so im opening this to all of you.

I feel like whenever i manage to balance my mental health back some people just come crashing it back down and rn i feel absolutely horrible. i tried, i really did.

Wanna know a fun fact about me? i actually experience depression a long time ago maybe about twelve to thirteen years old. i know it's pretty young. i had this imagination in my head thinking how easy would it be if i just hadn't live and you know, all those depression stuff. No one even knows about that, i was silently in pain.

And rn, im starting to think that i might get depressed again, idk. I didn't have anyone to turn to, i was scared i might get judge if i pour out my feelings, but truthfully, those agony are from the bottom of my heart. I really am in pain.

i just want someone to at least appreciate my efforts, and just tell me how proud they are. no matter how great i have done, everyone just makes me feel i should do better. And im tired because I've done my very best!

that's why, when i started this wattpad account. You couldn't imagine the happiness i felt when my readers compliments my writing skills. I was so happy! you all are so proud of me and i don't even know y'all in person.

my life is such a big ugh! but im known to be a positive person so i try to look on the bright side but you see, the most happiest people are the ones who experience the most pain.

i just need emotional support rn. maybe through this screen, you could listen to my story and help me. because i really need someone rn, but i can't open up to anyone. pls private message me, I'd appreciate it :)

let's all battle the pain of mental health. i hope ur okay! imma listen to olivia rodrigo's album now!

pls private message me here or on instagram, hear my story and talk to me! I need one!♡

lots of love (still),

pearlyy xx