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Maybe i'm overthinking. I don't know. Robyn thinks I am but Lauren thinks i'm not. After telling them what's been going on, they have two different thoughts. At first Lo was saying not to think like that, but now she's second guessing. Which I am too.
Rob believes that if Bey loves me, she wouldn't do anything to hurt me. And I know Bey loves me, her actions have been saying otherwise though. I don't know, i'm confused now. Confused and tired.
"Good morning love."
"Good morning." I responded lowly while looking down at her face. She's laying on my stomach under the covers because she claimed that she sleeps better that way. "I have a question."
"Uhhh. I just woke up, please."
"I don't care if you'd just fallen asleep, I have a question."
"What is it?" She sat up with an attitude and I laid there looking at her. Now she's about to piss me off because it's too fucking early for that. I just want to ask her something so simple. Something that i'm sure she would really like.
"Girl you got me fucked up." I looked at her while still laying down. That's such a red flag and i'm a bitch that knows my worth. I'll drop her ass so quick. She knows this too so I don't see why she even plays. "Why you acting like that?"
"Cause I just opened my eyes and you already about to start bullshit."
I looked at her confused because what I was about to ask had nothing to do with bullshit. A date. That's what I was about to ask because we haven't been on one. I'm not sure I can even name a time we really went on one. So what the fuck? Trynna be a good ass girlfriend and this is what I get.
"A date is bullshit?"
"What?"
"I was about to ask you on a fucking date but fuck you now. Don't even wanna take you nowhere. You can keep your ass in this boring ass house alone. I'll take my baby somewhere without you." I got out of bed and went in the bathroom. That was just so unnecessary. She just put herself in the red flag category. Can't believe she just did all that.
Dummy.
If I didn't believe she was lying to me before, I damn sure do now. That was so weird.
"Baby."
"Leave me alone Bey. I don't wanna talk to you right now."
"I'm sorry alright? I thought you were about to start that cheating shit again."
"Now I have a valid fucking reason. No way you should've been doing all that like i'm so fucking annoying to you."
"That cheating shit is annoying."
"Alright. Got it. Won't have to worry about me." I finished brushing my teeth and washing my face. At this point I need a break. Sitting under her will piss me off more than anything. Stupid ass girl.
