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I sat on the couch watching Gisé try to walk. She was standing and falling, getting mad and trying again. At least she isn't throwing a fit. Onika was watching really hard, harder than me. Like she was barely blinking. This is so important to her because we've been trying to get Gis to walk for a minute. Her stubborn ass just didn't like to do what someone else wanted her to do. Which is weird that she understood.
"Come to Mommy stink." She held her arms out and Gisé stood up clapping. Now she need to step and keep stepping. We've been at this for a good hour now and it's really getting tiring. I love my baby but she need to come on. Onika had her iPad and was bribing her like that. It worked cause she took a step and stumbled a little. She caught her balance back and clapped again. "Good job big girl. Keep going."
"Mommy!" She took a few more steps and clapped. Onika clapped too, making Gisé start dancing. "Mommy!" She's just like her mother.
"Come on baby. You're almost there stink." Onika got on the floor and Gisé bent down before getting back up. She had an angry face before she smiled again. That's been happening this whole time. I think my child is bipolar for real. She switches too damn fast. Onika was holding the iPad up and she was really watching what was on it. Whatever the little girl said made her scream and really start moving. Okay then. We watched her walk all the way to Onika, making her scream and hug her tightly. "Yes mama! You did it!" She's so excited.
"Yyaaayyy!" Gise pushed up and started clapping with a huge smile. Those teeth showing. She's gonna have a dimple like me, just one. I see it coming in a lot more.
"You did it."
I sat up quickly and looked at Onika. She was crying....What the fuck? I had to stare at her for a minute to make sure I wasn't tripping. If she isn't crying and I ask, she's gonna swear I think she's pussy. Then she's treating me like i'm the bitch. It's funny but sometimes I don't need her telling me how 'sassy' I am.
"Onika."
"Shut up." She picked Gisé up and walked away. She's crying....wow. I remember her saying Gisé would only be able to say she's seen her cry once. I'm sure she meant in a way that she could remember forever. Gis definitely won't remember this when she gets older. Which sucks because I need someone to throw it in her face when we get old. I can't do it alone.
We got Caiah and Makayla who's sitting here but they be so bundled up together they don't see shit. It's cute because they're such high school sweethearts. I remember mine.....I hope that whore died.
I didn't follow Onika because I don't want to be beat on for nothing. Sometimes I think, how the fuck did I fall for her? She's so mean and like....abusive. It's funny until she's serious as hell. But I knew this from the beginning. When she picked me up from jail and drowned me with water because she found a number from my pants. I've been aware of her abusiveness.
At least she's very inspirational and has more positive qualities than negative. I feel like her abusiveness is a positive quality because it turns me on....sometimes. And it depends on why i'm getting hit.
