Random stuff! (Balloon Brainrot)

> balloon angst :3

In S3 because ... yes ... 😇
"But isn't Balloon happy now-" no. Anyways ,, 😋

Also like... Self harm mentioned 🧍

I NEED MORE BALLOON ANGST PLEASE JUST PLEASE ONE CGANCE JUST PLEADE

Yayayayayayayaya
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Balloon was just sitting next to the tree with his notepad next to him, while looking down at the grass.. he'd been standing up for himself, which is good! But.. people hated him for doing that, maybe he shouldn't..? I mean, he looks like his Season 1 persona is getting back to him.. yelling at people..? Accusing people.. ? Doing just.. nothing about it.. ? It may look like the answer, but never the answer for Balloon's guilt..

Had season 1 been eating him up like that..? Speaking of eating, he'd never been eating for so long, after Tea kettles that seems like ashes! Ugh! Wait.. no! Tea kettle is on his side! Why is he randomly.. no no!

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: Balloon's POV :

These thoughts are eating me up badly, there's.. so many.. happening.. I looked at my long sleeves, how long was I gonna cover it up.. ? Should I open to someone.. ? No, that'll just look like I'm an attention seeker, like what people said at my back!
I don't know what to do! If I want to win this season, I have to at least give myself some self care first!

I laid down at the grass, this.. reminds me at S2.. OJ didn't let me in the hotel so I had to sleep outside, where the trees were.. my only company was.. animals, but even animals run away from me.. am I.. that bad? Was it because of my S1 persona?! Ugh! What was I thinking?! I shouldn't have! I shouldn't have!

Why was approvals are so hard to achieve?! I mean, at least Nickel and I are in good terms, but what about the others?! WHAT WILL THEY THINK?!?! Oh god..

Much more worser.. what will Suitcase think..

God! This thing isn't helping me! No no.. people had it WORSER than me! I mean, maybe if I improve my social skills, people will like me! yes.. Yes! I can talk more rather than being at the bottom or being the shade! But.. yet again...

I don't know if there's still time left for me.. or no..

Maybe.. just maybe.. in another universe..

I'm more useful, well liked, my social skills being strong, nobody hated me and I never made any fake self of me..

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I looked around and saw the place where Nickel wasp eliminated, it's crazy if how I changed and how he changed the same.. it's.. like something I never thought I would believe that would happen.. I just turned my hands into a fist and sat where Nickel was also punched to the sky..

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I hope Cabby and Silver would accept me.

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468 words!! Woohoo!!