this was made from boredom so, this is just a random thing.. I won't be posting too much. sorry bout that, maybe I will if I can. anyways stay safe and take care of yourself!
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Am I the only one who gets so anxious when someone says they'll be there at exact time like for example for 12:00 but at 12:00 their not there so I start getting more panicked because it's supposed to be at 12:00 but it's not then I get more scared and nervous and anxious and all that shit but all they say is to call down when I physically can't bcs it's 12:00 and their not there??
Oh and also when I try to have a routine and for example I go like 4:00 I'll go do ready up myself and 5:00 I'll be done and then 6:00 I'll go there but what if while readying up myself I accidentally went more late than ever like I got done at readying by 6:00 or even more late then I have to plan myself to try balance my routine but all it turns is just get destroyed one by one and I can't handle a routine so bad
And had you guys ever thought of like should I go do this first or this first then just continue arguing about it at your head until you slowly go insane and just get distracted
And I get mad when someone does my favorite things so bad like I get it that it's your way but I get mad when I saw someone color apple jack the wrong way bcs it's not true
And I hate it when I say 'i don't know' bcs I literally don't know but they say 'i don't know isn't an answer' and yells at me.. like erm okay..
Anyway that's all ^_^
I've been trying to motivate myself to write smth, although my ass cannot, I hate being lazy what the flip
But I did get some ideas
anyway I had an idea of Balloon showing his instrument skills to OJ and OJ is the first one to see it (you'd know this already if we're moots at TikTok :3)
Or perhaps a Silverloon one like, Silver being a fallen angel (ik cringe) bcs he was getting more and more 'mean' (mostly complaining) at the heaven and got kicked out (L /j) and the first person they met is Balloon and Balloon is like shocked and went 'Holy shit' and went to Silver like all concerned and confused but he was injured so he bandaged him giving him some water and some stuff and Balloon asks some questions and Silvers answers saying his story and Balloon was smiling at this idea and said 'I could help you get back to heaven' because get it?? Balloon is also trying to be better so is Silver
That sounds so cringhe what the flip
Erm what the sigma!!
Also I'm gonna talk about how my day went but sometimes people get triggered by it(?) so uh
Although not in a vent way tho, I like talking about how my day went ^_^ (I don't remember my own days, its so rare) but today I remembered something!! Wahoo!!
I'm scared of accidentally venting that's like my one of the biggest fear ngl
Also my mom punched me today at the cheek, (dw it's normal) still hurts but my sis punches walls so I guess mother like daughter?? I think so?? But uh yeah
And I saw that one specific teacher today and I hate her guys. I hate her!! I'll never forgive her!! GRRR
Also I can't produce tears is this normal
And my beds such a mess and stuff how do I clean this shit up
Oh and my parents got mad cause I can't get perfect scores anymore (the level of 8 is considered as a failure, I have to get to the level 9 although I'm too lazy AGHH I'm so sorry my parents 💔💔)
(Sorry I talk too much)
Anyways
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